PHI PHI!!

im now paying 2bht/min to blog! haha!!
anyway.. all is great here.
just the weather is a little disappointing..

besides that everything else was like fireworks of orgasms! hee


i REALLY WANNA DIVE!! BAH!



i wanna stay onnnnnnnnn

The Mood Elevator!


ok.. im officially ABNormal!! hahahaha

im getting damn high and HAPPY as i was reading this:
http://www.ppscuba.com/divetrips.htm#hindaeng

and oh.. by the way, for any Audience ANY!! that is reading my blog, OR is concerned with what is going on in my life,

KAHYANNY IS GOING TO KRABI IN DECEMEBER!!!!


hehehe..

okie.. i concluded it should be Exams and Japenese STRESS!! but im damn HAPPY NOW!!

so now i know.. when im sad, down, or unhappy, i just need to look harder into some Traveling Info! it works better than watching videos!! (=


!!WOOT!!

Lost Way

it was a road with hurdles.
i jumped, and took big strike across.

now i feel that i have, at the same time, leaped across faith.

I lost faith along the way.



gone with the wind. pls return soon

and seriously.

Just when you think everything in life is going perfectly smooth,
that's when you are overlooking something that is going very wrong!

Terms and Definitions

i dont know what am i more confused.

the fact that we are neither black nor white, or the grey terms that perpetually surfaces.
however, on the other hand, some not-so-grey terminology, or rather, terminologies near the extreme end of Black (as well as White) has been surfacing as well..


At this point, frustration has built such a tall wall. going way taller than the sky-high confusion!


yes, grey can be very nice, when instructions are strictly abided, at an appropriate timing!


and my fear of all has just dawn on me that, it probably is an out of sight, out of mind thing.
im scared, fearful, afraid, frightened, horrified, terrified!


Gah! i am starting to ignore! humph!

Halloween Party!

My first EVER in my 21 years of living..

Allow me to digress a little.. speaking of 21 years, I AM FEELING EXTREMELY OLD!

goodness-gracious!

I was just talking to some friends about how we were young, and stupid things that we did in Secondary School which constantly get us into trouble and how they dont even matter now AT ALL.

Like whether viewing a "Gang Fight" would have a black mark in ur testimonial.. or something along that line. the fact is, as you go up the education level, people only ONLY ONLY care about your latest achievements, like what you;ve done in poly/JC/Uni.

Resume being the best Example! who is interested in what you've done in Secondary School? all people care about is ur contributions and achievements in the later part of your life! bah!

And then i got disgusted at how i was afraid i'll be marked down for the rest of my life! which is all just bullshit!

anyway.,.. coming back to what I have started with! YES!!

MY VIRGIN HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!!

and oh yea.. it was hell lot of fun looking at how people dressed up and all..

but the only regretful part was that i wasnt prepared to go for a Halloween Party. My "Costume" wasnt even something that I would say is refreshing and nice..

My head accessory was a present for my 21st birthday! hahaha. and that dress is ermm just some white dressy stuff..

and here are more pictures!

I went with my friend, Joyce, who dressed up as a mamasan! hahaha. with the Chiong Sum and a mole that she drew on herself. which can hardly be seen from here. see the little mole on her left cheek? yup.. thats the one!

Along with us was (from Left to Right) a Slut, the Mamasan, the Angel, and a Witch! and then it was the incomplete family of the not-so-power-rangers! hahahah

and as the lost angel ran into Sadako! who was also in a white dress! geez

and finally found my Priest to calm my nerves! hahahaha

it was all at Plush! we went down to Zouk, only to find the SUPERWHOOPERDUPER Long Queue! so, on that night, Plush was like enjoying the spill-over effects from Zouk.. hahahah

it was quite a good night.. only i was filled with guilt tt i should have spent time studying instead.

but it was great and a fruitful *winks winks* night! hehehe

Obvious Pattern

Its time for me to multi-task and juggle well!
Everytime after a somewhat perfect date, I would set up this HUGE and ENORMOUS expectations, which promptly blow-up on my little face.

Or so to speak, I tend to put all the devil eggs in one small little basket.

Maybe I should spread it around a little more; date a few people at once, then, I wont feel so disappointed. HAH!

No one should ever fall ino this one-guy-at-a-time pattern. Its too risky. Unless of course, its a relationship, then, that is a different story!

some might say, u'll learn from ur past experiences, and so, when someone similar comes along, you know what to expect from this person.

and then i wondered ....


"are we all victims of conditioned responses, doomed to repeat the same unconscious relationship patterns? or are we all just, in fact, dating the same person over and over again??"

Ignore

The Previous Post.
Due to lack of Friends Advises.
BAH!

Ignore the previous post

Note to The Wild Rose

Dear Wild Rose,

Thank You for being around, sticking by me for the past 6 to 9 months.
The times that I traveled-light, you were my best companion.
Thank You for taking a breather as I return to this heavily-priced contest.

Also, Thanx for your concern.. But after more than a year, I think I can finally peel myself off the ending point of the last race, and continue running from a new starting point. I would prefer this to be a super-duper-long-distance marathon and not a sprint. Please pray and hope that I will NOT experience the tears-choke-in-throat syndrome, or anything that will make this race a sprint rather than a super-duper-long-distance marathon.

I hope for the best for you, Rose. But do keep me in mind to constantly return to check on me.

This is a request for appointment with you.
If one day you're informed about me missing someone painfully, and crying desperately, please return and be part of me again.


Elbaren Luv





The Wild Rose http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=RBLD&g=0&o=1

kick it off now!

Say NO! to addictive stuff!

I dislike marijuana.
I dislike ciggerattes.
I dislike drinking
I dislike muching on chips
I dislike fluttery butterflies in my stomach
I dislike playing sudoku
I dislike procrastinating
I dislike constantly checking on my phone
I dislike sitting outside my room!


no me gustan!

Heck la!

It just dawns on me that we all originated from Africa, and because of the shift in the earth plate, it formed different continents..

So all these different continents, countries, nationality, religion, culture, upbringing.... were once the same.

And so i wondered. How is it people of the same origin have their very original ideas?

And if the earth plate is going to move again, and then the end of the world is approaching,

1) Why does anyone still care so much about what they are working for now, for a future unknown.
2) When is it reaching?
3) Do I have any unfinished business?
4) Where do we all go after that?


To the place unkown

Pulau Pangkor..

i know i took a long time to put this up.. but i get very annoyed everytime i insert a picture, there'll be this extremely long space in between entered space.

it was a mid-term break well-spent! 1st half of it was busy with the presentation and from thursday (27 sep) till Saturday (29 Sep) we were in Pulau Pangkor..

and this is how it went...

Day 1(27 Sep)
2030 we set off from Golden Mile, starting our journey for the recce of my hall's Overseas Expedition! and then there were pee stops bla bla bla.. and everyone slept.

Day 2 (28 Sep)
we arrived at Lumut, port town of Pangkor at 0715. it was as empty as a ghost town. on the other hand, there were beautiful scenes. finally, we arrived at the ferry operations and got our ticket. During which, irrational decisions were made.. we booked a room through an agent.. something that all travellers shouldnt do! u know, the middleman commission, bla bla bla..

at 0830, we board the ferry... unlike the speed boat to Perhentian, it was filled with locals instead of expats... and unlike the perhentian trip, we werent greeted by nice beach chalets. instead, we were greeted by this... and this...

finally, we arrived at Pangkor at 0920. we hussled through the taxi drivers and ended up at a local coffee shop for our breakfast!

being new to the island, we asked around for car rental, and the owner of the coffeeshop actually rented to us his Kancil at 60RM for the whole day! he didnt ask for I/C or license, just passed us the key after we paid the 60RM. maybe this is the trusts that these islanders have.

and as soon as we checked in, we checked out the beach! doesnt it look pretty?!
we lazed aroundand enjoyed our jetski! it was SOOOOO thrilling!! the speed was so fast that, being a pillion i almost plucked my rider off her seat with me! hahaha.. after 15mins we switched over and i had control of the vehicle! and the wind resistance was sooooo strong that i had to put in alot of effort to keep my hands on the steer. so i ended up with muscle aches! and this is Mi Mi! hahaha.. our cute, compact car..

around 3 plus in the afternoon, we decided we couldnt take anymore sun, so we searched around for food. but being the puasa month, nothing is open.. until we found a small cosy little eating place..

I ordered Asam Laksa. it was SOOO spicy! but it is something that i never had in Spore before!

and some had other things for lunch.. such as chicken noodles and yee mee..

and not too long later, it was time for sun set!









with Mi Mi, we raced to the west coast of the island and this was presented to us graciously!

and then we had DINNER!! at this Co Co Restaurant.. the name may sound cheesy, but the food was omg-yummilicious!!

we had steam fish and Kang Kongdeep fried sotongand my favorite of all, the drunken prawns!and after dinner we had some Karoke session..

and we get to know the boss of the restaurant, and i desperately needed contacts, so i had to entertain him.. bah!we returned to our room at 11 plus at night and everyone was damn tired.. so Day 3 comes..

Day 3(29 Sep)

we left the room at 0800 for breakfast.. we were too hungry, so we couldnt capture the pic of the food!

and they had some interesting posters. on the left hand side of the old man, theres a yellow poster which reads "space bao" (technology, aging man n a lonely cat)

so we ordered it.. it was merely bread with kaya toast! it was yummy!

after breakfast, we took Mi Mi and went on to recce another part of the island which we have not explored.. half way through, the road got so steep that the car couldnt go any further..so we turned back into the town area and found this ikan billis island! and here are some of the pics around the island.. and we decided to check out the snorkeling scene there..and it was BAD! there were fishes but the visibility SUCKS!

something more rewarding would be this! Barbeque seafood on the beach!

did some last minute shopping and at 1530, we left the island, heading back to Lumut.

the grassland coach arrived at around 1930 and we headed back to Spore

Day 4(30 Sep)

at 0430 we arrived back in Spore! Home sweet home!

That's how i spent my term break

Whoopiee!!!

yay!! all the hectic and sleepless nights.. hahaha..
oops* actually i did sleep more than my 2 other team mates, and one of whom can be so irritating that it gets on my LAST NERVE! humph!

anyway, the "sleepless nites" were for the preparation of the presentation for the CapitaLand Marketing Awards!

and whooppiiee!!!! we emerged as the 1st Runner Up!!

hehehe.. i know, u are thinking wad so big deal abt it right.....

the thing is that our proposal was only done the night right before the submission date and our slides were ok... it was concentrated on graphs and tables, but the design was something that we could have improved on.. so ya..

anyway, the prize was a trophy and $800 voucher for CapitaLand Malls! heh heh heh..



now, dont be jealous! *winks*

smiling all the way

i had trouble wiping the smile off my face as i skipped back happily from class..

not only was it the commencement of my Recess Week,
it is also one of the best calls that interrupted my class! hee..

So, in mid-september, wanting to have more things to be included in my resume, and thinking that school will not be THAT bad, i decided to joined CapitaLand Marketing Retail Awards with 2 other team mates.

and then the day to submit proposal arrived.. my team procrastinated for 3 weeks and we finally met up on the night before the submission date to work through the proposal!

Let's just say the night's effort wasnt down the drain....

this competition is held throughout all tertiary institutions in Spore and about 102 teams submitted their proposal.. and guess wad, my team and i arrived in the SHORTLISTED 5 teams among the 102 teams! hee...

the winner of the competition will be having an internship in CapitaLand China! woot! and the 5th team gets $300 CapitaLand voucher for consolation.. so anyhow, i would still have the voucher! heh!!


cant help but to smile from ear to ear

THE HONG KONG TRIP!

hehehe.. i know i went on the trip like LONG ago..
to be exact: 14 July to 18 July

hee.. and only NOW tt im updating it onto my blog.. *Blush*

Day 1: 14/7 -on the plane-

our flight departed Changi Airport at 0820. Imagine the time that i had to wake up at.. hur hur.. and here u can see how sleepy i looked!

The last time i flew was in Mar '06! and it was on a budget airline. all i have to say is that similarly, CX didnt have sufficient leg room. and the only enternatinment on flight-the TV thing- also came down with some technical errors :(

with nothing much else to look forward to, Breakfast was the last item i had on mind. And this was how it turned out...

the breakfast was erm, alright la.... just alright. 2 very soggy hasbrown, one extremely oily bacon, which flew all over me! so i smelt like a walking tomato! AND... the omelette wasnt very appetizing! it was lesser than alright.. oh! and there were 2 stalks of overcooked Aspharagus! =(

on the other hand, my mommy chose a different set of breakfast.. this looks better? hmmm


and on a lighter note, my hair DID get static-y and straighter and also softer! hehehe (according to nim's theory, this is wad SHOULD happen when you r on a plane! )

Day 1: 14/7 -after touch down-
we touched down at 12+ and after that we headed to get some liqour for my aunt -who stays in HKG-

afterwhich, HKIA follows up to the story of a-disappointing-Day1-in-HongKong! Hoping to be an asian hub, they have a not-long-enough travelator and their queuing system is definitely something that they should be improving on! or rather their allocation of manpower.

as you see, it was a saturday, knowing its a peak period, most of the custom counters were closed. so poor travellers had to wait and queue in a very messy looking queue..

after we went through the gates, it was yet another continuation of the disappointing story! Win's Travel made us wait for an HOUR for ALL their customers (and highly possibly from another plane) to arrive before making their way.. it was slow and inefficient!
PS: i still smelt like a tomato.

at 1615, we finally arrived at our hotel- Majestic Hotel. which was located along...

at night, we went on the night tour! it was not a disappointment AT ALL! in fact, i totally loved all of it!

first, we went for dinner at a freezing restaurant! thereafter, we proceeded to The Peak.. the view was fabuloso! im not sure whether cos it was a saturday night or is it everynight they have fireworks.. i was yearning for more!

but from the peak, the lights performance at the avenue of stars was visible..

so here's a pic from The Peak! hehehesoon after, we headed to Madame Tussade, the wax museum.. had tonnes of fun there!

here are some pics.. n my parents refused to take pictures! and this is Arron and Iand then, meet me and Princess D
and then meet my Royal Family! and this guy with the same initials as i do! heh
the only pic tt my parents took with the waxed figurines.. hee.. check out how naughty my mommy is! and Marilyn Monroeand then we headed to the Avenue of Stars and we ended the night tour with a ride on a open-deck bus. something like our Hippo bus.. enjoying the night scenes of Hong Kong. the bill boards and crowd! Day 2: 15/7 -Hong Kong: Shopping and Eating!-

after a LOOOONNNNGGG first day, we finally had time to ourselves.. planning our own itinerary.. yay! and this is the day, I OWN A WETSUIT! hehehehe.. so egg-cited! it was cheaper than Singapore, so i bought it!

and this was how our morning Dim Sum went.. food, food and MORE FOOD!!

after dim sum, we went to the New Territory of Hong Kong, similar to our Choa Chu Kang or Seng Kang.. to meet my aunt! the last time i saw her was when i was 14.. so you do your maths! she's very outspoken (as of almost ALL the other HongKong citizens are hee..) and i love her to bits! and then we went to some heartland malls, and bought some snack! hee.. eating away AGAIN!in case you cant figure out wads that, its some small fried crabs.. like calamari.. it tasted quite nice and oily! hahahah

before we went for dinner, we passed by some wetmarket.. and then it was DINNER!! it was at a Hawker Centre, similar to the Chinatown Market and the shops there are those zi cha stores.. my aunt loves to drink.. so during dinner time she only eat the dishes accompanied by a bottle of beer. after dinner my daddy went back to the hotel, cos it was too draining for him, while mommy n i went to SHOPPING!

Day 3: 16/7 -day trip to Shen Zhen-

dont have much pic of Shen Zhen cos i was too scared to take my camera out! hahaha..we went to Lo Wu Commercial Centre and it was kinda gross. they actually allow people to smoke in the centre! and the service attitude of the people there SUCKS big time!

anyway, their shoes are EXTREMELY CHEAP! my best buy there was a pair of green polkadots wedges! only for S$4!! and the food was finger-licking good! and a pair of flat bottom boots at only S$8!!

if you ever go to Shen Zhen head down to Dong guan.. its a placed filled with Shopping Ctrs! but i had a very bad gastric pain, so i didnt want to walk at all! =(

Day 4: 17/7 -shopping day spent at Causway Bay-

when you visit Hong Kong, Causeway Bay is definitely a place that you would want to visit! it was FLOODED with Shopping Centres and Shopping Arcades everywhere corner you turn! let's talk about the food first! hehe..

check out these yummy yummy food! *slurps* back to the shopping.. its good, but on the other hand, the prices are way too high, esp after the visit to Shen Zhen.. there were flourescent paper writing all shoes priced at HKD300! (eqv to S$60) i dont think thats cheap enough to be flaunting on some bright coloured paper!

grr.. another nerve wrecking thing was my mom! i think thats also another reason why i havent been on a trip with my parents for so long! cos my mom can be very annoying.. everytime i buy something, she'll nag saying you've got so many clothes bla bla bla.. when will she every stop!? argh!

as it was our last night in Hong Kong, my aunt came and join us for dinner.. this time we went to the Dai Pai Dong! the ones that are on the streets.. but becos it was kinda a touristy thing, it was air-conditioned! and boy, check out the food! it was yummylicious-finger-licking-mouthwatering-heavenly-tasty! and this! is my favourite dish among my favourite meal!! yummy!!

Day 5: 18/7 -the last rush!-

so we have reached our last day in Hong Kong.. the plane will be departing Hong Kong at 8pm.. and so we are left a few more hours for the last minute shopping!

i managed to buy a bag and the rest of the day was just dessert, food, desert, and more food! hee.. we arrived with only 2 luggages and returned with so many more! ehehe den we headed to the airport and it was home sweet home..