Nimrta Kaur Sandhu... stop calling me a BIMBO!! cos i've someone MUCH MORE BIMBOTIC than i am!!! hahahahahahahaha... muahahahahahha.. at least i know how to do my tutorials, which is juz following instructions... hahahaha.... later during the conference or sth i'll tell u girles... muahahahahahah..... YAY!!!

SCH STARTS AGAIN!!

yep.. today is monday n sch starts again after the limited amount of fun which i had the past 2 wks.. on sat, we had a OI reunion.. having fun n gossiping n it reminds me of the OI times which was SUPERB!!! remember i was all alone (as in no close frens with me) in OI.. not much GESSIANS with me.. only Clement and Ananthini.. as if they're my bestest fren of all.. so anyway.. OI days were skipping lect and even skipping tutorial.. playing pokar cards and even mahjong.. going town almost everyday and taking neo-prints.. going to sentosa and get a BAD tan.. unforgettable.. those were the carefree days..

back to reality.. as in now... got a bunch of girlies who r fun to talk to.. like char's blog mentioned, the who to marry n eventually with who kinda thing is like cool man.. n i havent know who is the guy that i WANT to marry... n it's also interesting how God make each other meet.. i hope i'll meet the guy that i WANT to marry before im married... get wad i mean ya..

if not, it'll be totally depressing.............. like totally

BAH!!! it's only thursday.. my last paper is on saturday.. n it's Operation Management... n i havent start to study yet.. plus im going for a hair cut tmr.. it'll take me like 3 hrs!!! argh.... ~back to books~

Y.A.W.N.

la la la la.. it's the time of the day again.. the period where i always gets distracted and come to my laptop.. muahahaha.. anyway.. mid term test starts tmr!!! like Y.A.W.N!! haha.. preparation?? well.. ok la.. wise words from char tt haf to be kept in mind time to time: Study Hard now and Party TWICE as Hard later!!! looking forward to clubbing again.. haha.. but it;s not like i can get out of this prison.. where's my prince charming who is coming to save me out of this eerie tower, battle those disgusting spiders off me and kill that bitchy W.I.T.C.H who is constantly pulling and yanking me silky L.O.N.G lockes... where is the L.O.V.E...... arrrggghhhh... y m i being such a drama queen?? probably i've inherited sandy's imaginative thinking and nimrta's exaggerating-ness and charlotte's abbreviations... muahahahaha ~back to studying~ S.I.G.H

Lying?? Not Lying!!

Lying? NOT Lying!! Rite.. so I lied.. but it wasn't really lying.. it's like I dun really mind yet I feel the pinch in me.. and why should I be selfish by stopping my best fren having her own life when im being a sour grape? Anyway this sour grape will roll away one fine day, like how the crush I had on Andre flew off all of a sudden and everything will be fine.. and since everything will be fine, nimzie, juz continue with ur chats n texts and all.. I'm fine.. really.. u dun haf to like worry about me.. you've worried bout me WHEN CLUBBING.. den u had to worry about me AFTER clubbing.. and now back to the REAL WORLD, u dun haf to be worrying bout me.. I'll be fine sweetie.. and I dun mind.. i mean really!! n y muz we even care about this sad ass!?!?! N talk about being wild, char, u lived up to our dreams ger!! First I couldn't believe you were going to thai behind ur parents back.. n now I cant believe you went to thai and came back! Like OMG!! Hahaha.. missed ur abbreviations.. LT man!! Hahaha.. so anyway, guess u learnt ur lesson.. always prepare a to-bring list.. and always take extra precautions when u r overseas.. there was a Tin Tin Adventure.. now here's the Abbreviation Ass Adventure.. hahaha.. Triple A.. cool!! Haha.. and really thank u sweetie for buying stuff for us even u landed with no money!! Really thank you so much babe!! Muacks!! Anyway I learnt a valuable lesson in a hard and fast way! oh.. and char learnt her lesson too ya.. haha.. in a hard n fast way too.. anyway, Everyone will fall eventually, but the one who gets back on his/her feet fastest is the winner.. and since everyone make mistakes, that's why erasers are made on top of pencils.. *winks* dun worry bout me girlie.. love u always.. muacks muacks~

not getting any better

Not Getting Any Better

my sore throat aint getting any better!! i haf difficulty even swallowing water.. ya.. like wad the hell man... n at this time i need the most sayang n whines, my mom juz kept nagging at me.. arrrggh... like it's so irritating... fine if u dun wanna sayang me.. y muz u nag at a poor child with BAD (n i mean really bad) sore throat!!! arrrrrgggh.. this is wad you'll get the next time u gets ill!! humph!!

FEVER!!!

FEVER!!

this is like the 2nd or 3rd time this yr tt i haf fever.. totally sux.. with SUPER bad sore throat... argh.. like i can feel the lump on the sides of my throat.. cant even drink water.. it's like so painful

@new features

NEW FEATURES !!!

okie.. i juz realised blogger have some new features.. nothing really happened these days.. nothing exciting, nothing important to take note of.. n being a bimbo, i dun really haf thouts for life.. so i shall announce: NO NEW UPADATES!!

i miss zach thou.. he's away for back packing in aussieland.. hope he doesn't forget abt me.. hahahaha..

toking abt the new features, i hafta try it out now.. this is like really awesome... like totally!! lurve it... n i think that red is the colour of confidence.. till den, haf a great time biatches..

wonder when will i club again... wonder when can i club again.. wonder when can i be less bimbotic.. wonders into deep thouts......

sch started

School Started

woo.. mould n fungus growing here ya.. it's been a long time since my last entry.. well.. sch has started for a week now.. n hols is over...
During the Holidays...
it was party, party n more party.. i went on a 3 nites in a row clubbing trip with different clubbing kakis.. haha.. dun try it. believe me.. it's TIRING!! 1st nite was wed nite at Chinablack.. i went with kerrie, her frens, sera n her frens and some of my classmates.. the best part, IT WAS LADIES NITE!!! yep yep.. so i had drinks.. lotsa lotsa lotsa them.. like er.. 6 cups or more.. and the bar tender is one hell of an assoholic.. he refuses to serve kerrie but anyway besides that was fun.. kerrie was having trouble to look aft me.. thanx pal!! so.. the next nite, thurs nite.. was planning to go to centro with nim.. so we decided to pop at Cheeky Monkey to have a drink 1st(cos it was ladies nite)den move on to centro.. but guess wad?!!? nim n i both got DRUNK!! we were totally OFF!!! poor zhou huan have to manage 2 gers twice her size.. which means her had to handle 4 of herself.. haha.. thanx sweetie.. n i forgot to mention, i vomited blood.. arrgh.. scared scared!! so.. the last nite, which was a friday nite, we went to rouge.. this time was with sandy n rachel n their frens.. n on tt nite, i know this guy name allen.. till now we;re still on the phone n all.. sweet guy la.. but dun think i wanna get into a relationship anytime soon.. so ya...
den the last clubbing trip b4 sch starts was on the last thurs (24/6).. this time i went with char, kerrie n her fren.. so we went to MU to haf a drink 1st (as usual.. cos it was ladies nite) den moved down to Chinablack.. saw Piggy n as usual.. surrounded by gers.. it wasnt too bad.. except tt i was being cheated.. it wasnt RnB all nite!! HUMPH!! n there was one pt of time i was messaging kerrie asking her where she was.. i was standing by the bar.. waiting for her reply at the same time admiring Piggy.. n this guy offered me a drink, left his name n went off.. weird thou.. drank it.. nth happened.. so ya.. den we went dancing, char n i.. den know this guy in beanie- Zach.. think he's quite cute thou..

Back to today...
juz return from the date with Zach.. besides his hair, his appearance is pleasant.. watched Spiderman 2 n had a meal at Cafe Cartel.. yum yum..
so.. by now, sch has alrdy started for a week.. not too bad.. hopefully i'd stop skipping lects.. n ya.. enjoy my sch term.. hope hope!!

clubbing trip AGAIN!!

latest clubbing updates

yup.. yet anotha clubbing trip... GRINS!! wanted to go to Chinablack.. so we can skip the cover charges.. but the queue was so damn long... n since we missed the chance of going in free, we wld rather pay $1 less n go to Cheeky Monkeys.. with a free drink oso.. so we took a cab down..

like the usual routine, i'll go to 7-11 to get a drink 1st.. i bought Long Island yesterday.. 10% alcohol.. it's nice.. i'll get tt the next time.. plus i din haf dinner, i was floating away as soon as nim n i finished the bottle.. ya.. wadever.. im a lousy drinker..we got in, we found a spot to settle down.. nim got picked up by 2 caucasian guys as soon as we got in.. saying that Singapore gers are very pretty.. anyway.. after that, i was supposed to haf a Rum.. but i got a vodka instead.. but still, i was HIGH!!! so i wanted to dance.. but everyone else was still awake so they din wan to get their ass off the chair.. n after another tequila shot, char, nim, pooja n i went to the dance floor to dance our ass off!! while ZhouHuan was seating there msging her cutie(i juz realise that this is our 1st no-guy clubbing trip) so we were dancing in the middle of the dance floor..

this group of guys came and danced around us.. there was this guy who was so cute!! he was wearing this t-shirt which says "A" in the middle of the shirt, so we call him the A-guy.. this A-guy was dancing ard/behind charlotte, so i was saying char, the guy behind u is trying to dance with you and he's CUTE!!.. char din seem interested so i made eye contact with him shamelessly.. *grins* den he came over and danced with me.. so we were dancing n less than 2 mins we started making out.. i really haf to think abt this man.. y do guys make up with me so fast? i din grab their dick or lap dance with them.. so anyway.. i was dancing with this A-guy.. den i saw this really cute guy starring at me..

JASON!!! yes!!! it was JASON!!!omg he's so cute.. i swear he's the sweetest talker that i ever know.. ya.. i was exhilerated when i saw him.. i mean everytime i club i ask if he will be clubbing but no.. our timings are always not able to match... n last nite, i knew he was clubbing but he said he was going to devils bar or sth like tt.. so not a single bit of me ever thout that i cld see him.. so i told the A-guy: 1 second.. and i went to look for Jason.. chatting with him n all n ended up dancing together.. he's a great dancer man.. even when he was alone.. n he's all so gentle with gers... so anyway.. he fely guilty for leaving his fren alone so he went to look for his fren.. and i went to look for my girlfriends.. only to realise that they are all not at the usual spot.. plus i din haf my phone.. so i went outa the club n saw char.. both of us was phone-less.. n i saw the A-guy there, i wanted to borrow his hp but he seems busy so we approached some stranger on the road to borrow his phone.. den we got nim.. n she passed me my $2 so char n i went to get a bottle of mineral water.. den we cant open the bottle.. it was really difficult to open.. so we approached 2 indians to open the bottle for us.. but they failed so we went ard and anotha guy who looked quite old opened it for us.. anyway.. it was hilarious.. if u were there..

so we went in again.. this time i was dancing with char.. den Jason asked us to join them so i cld dance with Jason n char cld dance with his fren.. half way thru the dance, Jason suggested changing partners.. i din mind.. so we did exchange.. Jason's fren, Dan is damn wet!! perpiring like nobody's business.. he was hugging me and all..stupid guy!! so high tt he was kinda outa control!! my goodness.. i was soaked aft dancing with him.. so we went out cos nim haf to leave.. i din wanna go.. for some obvious reasons.. so i ditched her (sorry nimo!!)

den we went in again.. this time i was warned not to dance with Jason cos he has got some hands which slides into dark coners.. (char, thanx alot baby..) so we went to dance in the middle of the dance floor.. but i so much wanted to dance with him but i cant leave her alone.. so i didn't.. anyway.. then came along 2 chinese guys dancing with both of us.. so we were dancing.. i swear i was dancing the most decently this time round cos i wasnt high at all.. but we still made out in like less than 10 mins.. but it's not a 2 way thing.. he was the one trying to kiss me...... i was hiding, avoiding, siam-ing.......... so anyway.. tt's abt all tt happened..

cant wait for next week.. and u know wad?! i haf the craziest thout.. i told my parents tt i haf a camp next week.. the "actual" camp.. n the craziest idea snapped me!! i can club on wed cos ladies nite, den thurs cos nim's fren bday and fri cos there's some party going on at rouge!!! muahahahahahaha *evil grin* anyone wanna acc me or gimmi some place to go??? *winks*

fever

FEVER!!!

yep.. now is my turn to haf fever... arrgh... i dun wann haf fever.. i wanna be clubbing tmr nite!!!!!!!!!! arrrgghhhh....to tired to write anymore..

divorce and remarry..

Divorced and Remarried

was reading the papers this morning, only then, i realise that J Lo got remarried AGAIN!!! gosh... doesn't she get sick of entering a marriage and say goodbye to the relationship in a yr or less?? wad has the world come to?? pple leaving each other after a MARRIAGE.. it's suppose to be something sacred isn't it? anyway.. J Lo's first marriage to Cuban waiter Ojani Noa ended in 1998 after a year. her second mariage to backup dancer Cris Judd floundered a few months after their September 2001 nuptials. Her 18-month courtship with Affleck ended in January, after a cancelled September 2003 wedding... and last saturday, a wedding held for J Lo and Marc Anthony at J Lo's Beverly Hills was a kept the the lowest.. i wonder how long will this relationship/ marriage of theirs last... im so disgusted by this big ass lady........

clubbing trip again

clubbing trip again

alrighty.. here i am trying to recall wad we did last nite...this is the 2nd clubbing trip this week.. really tiring.. went with nim, nic, alvin, fadrick/fadrid.. wadever.. so anyway.. there was a JC party at rouge.. the crowd looks good.. until i realised that almost 70% of the crowd is UNDERAGE!! i knew i was once like that.. but but but... anyway.. we were in the queue since 2215 to 2300.. and the queue is not moving at all!!was so disgusted.. so i got frustrated and was whiney away.. lucky i was with nim, otherwise someone else will juz stuff some unknown object up my mouth.. but nim wanted to do that too.. so anyway..we decided to leave aft a quick discussion.. so we went to Shanghai Sally's.. to realise that there was a bunch of aunties and uncles in their mid-30s to 40s conquering the dance floor.. so lucky it was juz nim n i who went in to take a look first since it was free enterance for ladies..

so in the end we left Shanghai Sally's and went to Cheeky Monkey.. the cover was $20 with a drink.. there was a crowd in there.. and the crowd looks good too.. plus it's R&B and hip-hop all nite..so we danced together.. den it became nim n i.. we went to get shots i think i got 4 and half shots n nim had 4 and a half shot too.. so u can imagine we were kinda high.. at least i was.. so anyway.. nim went onto the podium... n unlike anywhere else, the podium is kinda small.. it can feet like 5 person the max.. so nim went up.. with her short skirt.. she had the limelight.. hahaha.. so she came down and both of us were dancing in the crowd, n forgot abt the guys.. so there was this indian guy- shaun dancing to me.. hoping that i wld dance back.. but i was dogding and getting away from him... so anyway he asked:"can i dance with you" so i said alright.. since i din haf anyone to dance to den n someone was aft nim.. we both danced.. hahahahaha.. we went out to get some fresh air and as i was kinda tipsy he tried to fresh me up.. i was still aware of wads going on.. so i stopped him.. sth worse happened.. but all is well.. im fine n all.. n i kinda ditched him at like 0220 when the club is closing at 0300.. but in the end there was this other guy la.. im not sure if he is a malay or chinese..very cute.. haf an indonesian accent thou..but he is a Singaporean.. so anyway..he was not any better than Shaun.. but it wasnt as traumatising as Shaun's action.. anyway...

down to one conclusion- guys at club are looking for girls that they can bring to a hotel or have sex with.. and a piece of advice for girls- everything is in the name of fun.. know wad u r doing.. stop at where u shld n dun go overboard.. cos we're at the lost...

RESULTS!!!

RESULTS!!!

Results... Piping hot results... juz got it rite from NPal.. YAY!!! i passed my Business Management!! yipee... remember?? business managment?? that paper which i got distracted and forgot the last page?? YUP!!! the result is not good thou.. but THANK GOD.. at least i passed.. alrite.. results for this semester.. hehe... lucky lucky lucky... quite satisfied with the results this time round.. but still can be better... i'll work harder.. so glad that i got an A+ for accounts!!! but truly, hard work pays off well.. and we shld work hard to achieve it... I'LL WORK HARDER FOR NEXT SEMESTER!!

alrite.. now the clubbing part last nite.. i went to join charlotte and her friends at Chinablack..free cover plus free flow.. guys out there, dun pout.. hehe.. the queue there was damn long.. waited for some 15 mins before getting in.. thanx char.. for coming down to acc me in the queue.. hehe.. as soon as we got into the club, i poured down glasses of drinks.. eagerly wanting to get high...so as i was drinking, i saw Henicks(Sandy's fren) again.. and i saw the guy that i danced with at SOS the other time- Daniel.. this is a long story.. trace back:

mid-dec/nov 2003, sandy, nic, shaun, alvin n i went to club at SOS n i cldn't get in.. that was my 1st clubbing experience.. den sandy came.. and she know the guy who held the party that nite.. so u know.. somehow i got in.. anyway.. so we were drinking n drinking.. den a ger fren of one of the guys came.. so we all went to say hi.. it's geting hot in here, so take off all your clothes..sandy and i wanted to dance to this song so we left the guys, n both of us went to the dance floor.. but as soon as we squeezed to the middle of the dance floor, the song stopped.. den sandy saw this 2 guys.. they were wearing the same kinda specs and look kinda similar.. so my very smart sandy popped to one of them(Henicks) a qn:"are you twins??" the ans was no.. den Henicks and sandy was dancing away.. i din wanna dance with his fren so i stood next to sandy and danced to her.. in other words, sandy was being sandwiched... hehe.. den aft quite sometime when they wanted to be alone, Henicks said:"do u mind dancing with my fren(Daniel)??" it was hard to reject.. so i said ok.. den we danced.. n omg.. he had BAD BREATH!!! super turn off.. n he so cant dance!!! anyway.. so that was when i spot Jason.. this tall, muscular, exortic looking guy.. think nim n amanda saw him.. cute rite?!?!?! haha.. so Jason was behind me.. n i so wanted to get away from Daniel.. so i changed direction.. den i danced with Jason.. it's kinda bad la.. but im glad i did.. haha..this is my 1st clubbing experience and the BEST clubbing experience i ever had..

ok.. so back to current situation.. so i saw him.. i dunno if i shld say hi.. n i was laughing away.. thinking wad i did to him the other day at SOS.. it was kinda farni la.. but in the end i still did say hi and went to dance with him in the dance floor.. but too bad.. the music sucked at tt time.. so we din progress much.. din wan to anyway.. haha.. so nearing to the end of the nite, we(char, wj, his fren and i) managed to get onto the podium!! the highest podium.. haha...... it was a nice view up there..looking at how hot pple get and all.. i wonder if it was a nice view for pple at the dance floor cos char n i were wearing short skirts..hahaha.. think that's about it...

I'LL WORK HARD AND PARTY HARD THE NEXT SEM!!

i miss DNA

i miss DNA

im back.. glad that im back.. so i can see u guys again.. but besides this i dun really wanna return to face my the monster at home... anyway.. i left on sunday (16/5) and return on wed (19/5).. it was a hell lot of fun.. thou it's called a camp, we stayed in a hotel, had buffet for all meals from sunday till tuesday afternoon.. den we moved to our camp site.. which wasnt that bad aft all.. we did abseiling on the 1st day.. forward abseiling and backward abseiling.. on two different heights.. 80 feet and 120 feet... i was scared when i was on the top of the cliff... but when i reached the middle part of the cliff, i cant turn back.. so i had to go all the way.. but i haf no regrets.. it was all in the name of fun.. the 2nd day we did rock climbing, flying fox, obstacle courses and night jungle trekking..

n i mean jungle.. where logs, trees and branches falls in a undesirable manner.. and huge grasshoppers, spiders and bettles are right next to you... and looking at fireflies and stick insect in real life in my entire 18 yrs on living.. it was amazing... and how dangerous the jungle is... how close u r to a cliff which is really high from the ground.. n during my solo camping, my torch went dead on me... damn!!! so i was kinda handicapped.. cos it's really dark inside.. so i had to rely on my team mates to shine for me... hehe.. on the 3rd night was the last night and the performance night.. we danced to a chinese song which we learned for only a week.. ai ni by cyndi..

i miss my camp days!!! really!! i miss the weather there.. i miss the activities that i've done there.. i miss the times where i dun haf to face some idiotic monster at home.. i miss living in a hotel room with 2 other room mates.. i miss sharing foot bubble bath with my room mates after night trekking and haf our mini concert while relaxing our feet... i miss having buffet for all meals.. i miss the indian keropok where the chef fries for all buffet sessions... i miss going around cheering for our group... i miss having my group to gather in my room late at night to practice the dance, to discuss bout cheers and grp song... i miss having the facilitators to chase pple outa my room cos it was too late at night and it was suppose to be lights off.. i miss playing games with my grp.. i miss standing at the balcony of my room and start shouting out names.. i miss standing at my balcony and munching dried mangoes.. i miss the long walk from the hotel to where all different activities are at.. i miss my grp mate.. i miss Agu.. i miss Benson.. i miss Perry.. i miss Mr Mark Tan.. i miss playing Archery sneakily at Eco Sports Hall.. i miss night trekking.. i miss abseiling.. i miss rock climbing.. i miss flying fox.. i miss gazing at the stars which u can NEVER see in singapore, not even in Sentosa or East coast... i miss having my group to sit down as a grp to do the grp song.. i miss knocking on the door of my grp mates in the middle of the night to collect out "grp t-shirts" to write 'AGU' for the dance.. i miss taking a bath with real chilly water early in the morning, and the water felt like less than 20 degree celsius.. i miss almost everything there.. i miss my trip there!!!! i miss my DNA camp!!!

my grp song:
ten cows arising
after solo-camping
reaching out to the cow above
who jumps over the moon
take a peek at the starry sky
can you see that cow so high
i say ten cows arising
into the morning light...
chorus:
cow on us Agu
cow on us Agu
cow on us to give the bestest moo
together Agu we will moo
together Agu we will moo

clubbing...

clubbing...

so this is the day when charlotte and i clubbed.. rite.. but in the end we were with wj and eugene... so the 4 of us were together for that night.. we were at chinablack.. from like 9:45pm to 12:00 am or sth like that... n since it was ladies night, char n i din haf to pay for the cover charges n drinks.. too bad tt shots were not for free... bleah! anyway the crowd at chinablack was great.. and the music is marvellous too!!! if not because of piggy, i wldn't wanna go down to zouk too.. yea.. so in the end we went to phuture... char n i popped by zouk to see how retarded the retards looked like.. all doing the same action and all.. you know, the typical mambo night stuff... yup.. n i saw piggy... he was with his ex.. n another 2 frens..

Piggy: who are you with?
me: my fren (pointing at char's direction) and another 2 frens..
piggy: 2 gers and 2 guys huh?! double date?!
me: no.... juz frens la.. who r u with??
piggy: with my ex (showing the i-dun-wan-her-to-be-here face)and 2 other frens
me: oh.. ok... i'll see u ard...

i think this was how the conversation went.. dun really remember.. only if he wasn't with his ex... anyway.. phuture was really crowded!! n i mean crowded.. like a skin on skin kinda thing... cant wait for my next clubbing experience.. i think ladies night is uch fun-ner than wkend clubbing!!! woohoo......

finally!!

finally!!

finally i saw him online last nite!!! YAY!!! n we were chatting n chatting n chatting.. n he was asking if i'm gonna club this wed at zouk... i said mebbe.. alrite.. he said he's gonna be there.... so my dearest clubbing kakis.... pls go zouk this fri... PLEASE.. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls........ thanx babies!! lurve ya.. MMuuUUaaAAaXXxXXXxxxxXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wad m i thinking??

i dont know wad's wrong.. recently, i've been logging online aimlessly, not knowing what i want, dont know which site to go to and have no idea why m i not logging off!!! somehow i know why is this happening.. because i wanna meet him online.. and i havent seen him on msn for the past few days... agrrrrh... i hate myself when this part of me is showing!! missing someone, and hoping tt i can see him n all.. totally hate this... but y m i not seeing him?!!? something's wrong with his msn?? we're not fated??? maybe it's true that things happen when we least expect them to... oh well.. i'll expect to see him when i less expect it.. hahahaha.. contradicting... ok.. i'll psycho myself.."i'll not see him, i'll not see him, i'll not see him..." so mebbe there's a chance tt i can see him.. hahahaha.. RIGHT!!!

my dearest daniel says tt i seldom mention his name in my blog.. and since he's so nice n is my blog's all-time fan, i shall do this for you dan:
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holidays!! no programs :(

finally the exams are over... holidays!! YAY!! no programs!! BOO!!!! anyway.. ya.. so the horrid period also known as the exams period is over.. the next thing to be worrying for- RESULTS!!! argh!!! so after my last paper today, my friends- Sera, Kerrie and Lionel- and i went to fish n co to give ourselves a TREAT!!! YUM YUM!! kerrie and i shared a Seafood Platter for 2... DAMN FULL CAN?!?! hahaha

so before we left for town, we were in sch..(duh?) so anyway.. lionel was toking to piggy.. so i popped over.. and the very automatic lionel moved away (thanx dude ;)) so anyway.. i was chatting with piggy and there was this kinda awkwardness.. not awkward la juz dunno wad to tok abt tt's all.. so he nudged me.. n i pushed him.. he was like" try pushing me agian.." so i was like push.. n i got shifted instead n he was rooted... so i pushed with all my might.. this time he shifted la.. hahaha how can he not shift?? i'm like strong as a bull can.. ahhaha so after all these pushing business, i left to look for kerrie and co.

so lionel came back and he was like:"huh?? so fast tok finish alrdy ar?? i thout i left so u can tok longer?? the awkwardness is there rite??" there was a reluctance to agree to his question, but i shan't go against my conscience.. there was abit of awkwardness.. not like it's totally not there and not like it'a OBVIOUSLY there.. but like i told lionel, you gain some and you lose some.. the awkwardness was due to some apr fool prank tt i played on him- i told him i had a crush on him and all.. den he said tt it's juz a small infatuation and it'll wear off.. and i said HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL.. cos i din wanna admit tt i was confessing.. so tt's all abt april's fool.. ya.. so i was saying tt i gained some and i lost some.. i gained knowing was he was thinking and how he thout about me.. but i lost the closeness between us..

oh well.. im glad things is this way now.. things dun always happens the way we wan them to.. n like wad char say.. life is abt appreciating.. good tt things are like that now.. anyhow.. not like i regretted playing the so-called prank on him... i've given my best shot n i've got no regrets- william... anyway.. i really need to get myself out of this pile of shitified-admiration shit!!! someone pls pull me up!!n i understand tt i shld be the one pulling myself up!!

lastly, if anyone has any programs or jobs during the hol, leave a tag!!! i NEED something to do in the hols!!

close frens

san: u dun FIND close frens
san: u MAKE close frens
san: me n you were so buay gam last time
san: y r we best frens now??
san: if i can FIND u as my best fren
san: we wouldnt have gone thru the "i hate ky,i hate sandy" part
san: rite?

appreciative?? unappreciative??

I was talking to my date- Daniel last night..
Dan: let me tell you wad has been on my mind for the past few weeks..
Me: ok.. and what is it??
Dan: i feel that when u r happy, you're with piggy, n only when you're sad that you're with me..
THIS IS SO NOT TRUE!!!! Not true.. it should be like "when I'm with piggy that I'm happy.." not like when I'm happy I'll throw my arms around him..NOT TRUE NOT TURE!!! And if you're reading this, Daniel, I'm happy when I'm with you too.. and it's not like I do NOT appreciate you!! I do!! U ought to be shot even having this thout to cross ur mind!!! so.. anyway, we continued..
Dan: and I feel that he is not appreciating you the level of appreciation you have for him..
Me: be contented with what you ALREADY have..
Dan: ya.. but I think you should be appreciated more than this..
Me: life will be better if you think of what you already have and be contented with it rather than thinking of what you CAN/ SHOULD have, and make yourself miserable.. and that expecting a little lesser will make your life much happier.. isn't it so??

See, it's a long way that I reach this stage.. not like we're attached or we're living happily ever after sort of thing..but more like looking back at what you didn't have.. I had this OMG-he's-here feeling even before I know he's name, even before I know he's a nationality, even before I know he was from some boy school, even before I know he's a damn good athlete.. although all of these sort that I mentioned is like written all over his face.. hahahahah.. moving along, so ya.. this OMG-he's-here feeling continued from last sem to this semester..

This guy that I first saw in my S&W, last semester, cheering Carol on for her standing broad jump! I think that was when I noticed him.. he became my motivator.. cos he motivated me jumped like damn far.. like a 170 or something like that.. anyway.. since then he's been known as my "MOTIVATOR".. then this semester, I was in the lift in block 50 going for my very first CATS lesson..in the lift, SK n JY was asking me which class I was in.. so I was like "er.. T38D and T58.. wad bout u??" and before I could even finish my sentence, I felt this guy peering through the people in the lift and finally my eyes met his.. I think that was when he realize my existence.. then we entered the same class room.. We became CLASSMATES!!! I was thrilled by the fact that we're in the same class for at least one module.. soon, our tutor wants us to be split into groups.. my dearest friend, Ching Yi, somehow manages to get Piggy into our group.. she rox man!! So we were in the same project group for IAC and CATS.. this brought us even closer to each other.. especially IAC cos we had to do come community service kinda thing.. so ya.. we got even closer.. and sometimes when we were talking, he wouldn't mind telling me wads on he's mind and sometimes he wld say his prob too.. but really seldom la.. better than nothing rite?? so one day I went clubbing with my usual clubbing kakis at Shanghai Sally's n I gave him a msg saying that the club was REALLY EMPTY!!! And I meant really empty!! And he CALLED me back!! He was saying that he might be going to Zouk later on, and tt we cld go together next time.. COOL!! And on my Bday nite, he knew that we were going to club, he was sweet in a way.. he said "if ANYTHING, call me" but in the end he din appear too.. anyway, so I was sharing with him the pics tt we took on my bday nite, he commented tt I looked gd *shy shy* hahaha.. so I was asking him why is his status always 'away' on msn?? He said that's cos he doesn't wanna talk to some pple and he doesn't wanna chat with so many pple in a time.. but he'll reply most of the time to pple that he wanna chat with, pple like me, he dun mind talking to.. *awwwwww* blush!!! we also exchange songs, pics, craps n lotsa craps over the msn!!! See.. he isn't that unappreciative after all..

So you see, from a TOTAL STRANGER to a PROJECT MATE, then to a FREN.. not like we're SUPER CLOSE FRENS but be glad that at least we're not on BAD-TERMS.. isn't that enough?? What more should I even ask for right?? What else can I ask for??? Shouldn't I be contented already?? Considering the fact that we were TOTAL strangers.. what I should do is to thank God for what He'd given me, and that I should be contented with what I have and be happy with it.. isn't it amazing how things are placed in your life?? How you can be related from a stranger to a friend..

I'm contented with what I'm having now, or what i already have.. and probably we cld go clubbing together someday.. hahaha.. wish wish wish.. n I hope that things will remain like this (or better will be good.. geez).. but shan't be greedy la!! anyway, this is just a crush/ infatuation after all, so I dun really put too much hope in this.. cos the higher the expectation, the heavier the fall will be.. yup.. n if he ever sees this blog, I'LL BE SO DEAD!!! So pple who have access to this blog, pls dun give this webbie away.. kinda personal, but I dun mind sharing with close frens like YOU!!! Thanx people!! MUAX!!!!!!

I SCREWED IT UP!!!

I SCREWED IT UP!!!!! *SCREAM SCREAM SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!* i screwed up BMGT paper can?!?!?!?!?!?!? i didnt turn the page!!! n at the end of the paper, my dearest fren, sera told me tt she nearly forgot to do question 5... so i recalled... hmm... I DIDN'T EVEN TURN THE PAGE AT ALL!!!!!! i had time to do it!! but i din see it!!!!!!!! it's a whole 20 marks can!??!!?! IM SO SCREWED UP!!! n thanx to NP there's no such thing as sub-paper.. im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead!!!!!! think it was due to some distraction.. **sigh**HUGE sigh** anyway.. sth gd happened thou.. i strolled in from bus stop with Piggy.. is it good? oh well.. screwed it up!!!

EXAMS!!!

oh no!!! my BMGT paper is tmr.. n im only 2/8 chps done!!! how how how??!?! shit!!! it's not like i do not haf a study wk.. i had 2 in fact.. y m i wasting my time?!?! oh no!! PANICK!!! start mugging!! muz work hard now!!!! STUDY!!!! study hard now and party twice as hard later!! [by charlotte].. anyway!! STUDY!! BOOKS.. HERE I COME!!!

had a NICE haircut!!=)

I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR!!!yes... not out of rage.. juz wanted something different.. n now i've got some fringies aft a long time tt i lost touch with em.. and i gota style it b4 leaving hse.. muahahahaha it's nice thou. lurve it.. something special.. i cut it at storm.. and it's only 14 bucks cos they're having some promotions.. anyway it's great!!! now im thinking of colouring it... hmmm... shld i?? shld i not?? check out my hair on friendster.. uploaded my pics!!! yIpEe!!!!

zouk nite out.. someone wasnt there...BUT still FUN!!

rite.. im 18yrs and 1 day old.. it was fun yet sucky.. first of all was DRESSING UP!!! i wore this black tube dress with a pair of HEELS!!! which was so killing me!! ok.. n as i was lining in the queue wanting to get into Phuture, i was sooooo excited!! it's different from the excitement we usually haf... cos i can officially show my own IC!!!!anyway.. so i entered, n sandy got some invites n we all can go in for free!!!but in order not to waste it, we went in 2 by 2.. so it was nim, me and san.. nim n san got in.. so it's me!!! i was waiting so frustratedly formyother frens to come so i can haf someone to share the invites with.. anyway.. they finally came n we finally got in and experince loud music..

so we went to puture to look see look see for a while den went to Zouk to check out the dance floor the place n everything else.. so it was 11pm time for one for one... so we ordered tequilas.. i had 4 shots.. haha.. n i did go tipsy... we were dancing and moving along to the groovy music in phuture.. den i saw this cue guy and nim said he was checking u out girl.. so i was like shy shy.. den that NIMRTA KAUR SANDHU pushed me backward... n i BUMPED into him... it's so er... hehehe dunno... but in the end we conclude that the guy or the guyS in the entire grp r GAYS!!! cos they only smile to guys.. probably Piggy is like tt too... muahaahaha.. den cher ern came to return char her ID and wished me bday too.. but he din join us in there.. he's got something on la... den when i returned to phuture, i was like, hmm...... shld i msg Piggy?? so i did..
KY: so do u think you'll be coming tonight??
Andre: Sorry i dun think im going..
it's totally like what the fuck rite?!? aft so long and making me think that he'll go, he din turn up in the end.. im depressed.. totally.. very very very really depressed man.. it's like when will be the next time kinda thing.. furthermore, it's not the presence.. i mean, if he really takes me as a fren, he'd at least show face(like my dearest glenn, thx).. but no!! he chose not to come.. i can totally tell what he is heading toward!!

den we went to zouk cos the music in phuture totally totally suck big time last nite, and i needed something nice to get my mood back since Piggy has destroyed my nite.. n did i mention that the Birthday Gurl teared?!? oh well, she did... den i went on the podium with nim.. den suddenly the smoke machine sprayed a huge cloud of smoke rite into our faces.. wad more im wearing a skirt...it was like flying!!! anyway.. i came down.. den went for another shot..

so nimo and i went back to Phuture cos i totally cant appreciate House music... oh.. did i mention Sandy all along?? yea.. she's been a gd ger.. not flirting or anything like tt.. kidding babe.. yup... so we got back to the Phuture.. haha sounds weird.. anyway.. den nimo n i decided tt we shall change our dancing spot instead of hanging ard the grp of guys.. so we went further in.. den as we were dancing, nimo was like: eh, there's this Caucasian checking you out..
me: not again?! wad if he turn out to be gay too?? plus im not in the mood la..
nim: IT'S UR BDAY!!DUN LET ONE STUPID PIGGY GET YOU DOWN!!GET YOURSELF A GUY!!
me: oh well.. is tt caucasian guy cute?? *smile smile*
nim: ya..*pushing and shoving me near him..*

So in the end i did dance with that Caucasian guy- Christian.. (oh.. wad a coincidence??).. anyway.. he's a German, 25 this yr.. he was totally shock when i told him my age.. he thout i was at least 20?!??!? my goodness...oh..he's here for an attachment with his sch(some Germany University) taking Mechatronics.. oh.. he was trying to get me outa the club.. gosh!!! gd tt i was still sober.. anyway.. he was still nice and sweet thou.. waited with me for my frens n all.. oh.. n we took a pic too.. show u when i haf it!!

den the club closed and we were having photo taking session outside the bar.. hahahaha.. as if we're having some conference.. but it was really fun n cool..... haha.. show u da pics when i haf em n know how to upload the... looking forward to more exciting n fun-felt activities... frens, i had a great birthday!!! thank you sooooo much pple!!! muaxxxxx

fInAlLy 18!!

yipee!!! finally 18!!! able to enter club legally.. thx babies.. had a great time yest.. people, thx for ya bday greetings n pressies!!! lurve u guys..... muax!!! so exciting!! so excited!! hahaha... zouk nite out TONIGHT!!!!! hopefully everything goes smoothly.. and everyone (esp Piggy) will come.. hahahaha.. alritey.. see u guys!!

Mommy's bIrThDaY!!

today's YanQi aka mommy's bday.. we celebrate it together.. fun!!! first we went to mommy's hse to haf lunch.. it was a sumptous spread!!! n i contributed a bowl of Potato Salad... hehe..the spread includes yummy bee hoon and delicious campbell soup made by mommy.. with tasty nuggets and fabulous hashbrown, thx fad.. n last but not least, my one and only potato salad.. hahahaha... ok. pple arrived were fadilla, deva, kerrie, sera , mommy(of cos), lemon, me and the latest of everyone else, lionel!!!! haha he's dam late can?!?!ok aft lionel has his share we moved down to east coast.. mommy and lemon was on a double-seater.. sera, fad and deva rent a bike.. lionel rent a pair of blades, kerrie n i had our own supply of blades.. yup.. it's been a long time since i last blade.. haha.. lionel is dam gd n skilful man!!! n kerrie is fast... so im like struggling behind them... it was fun thou.. den aft we past the hawker centre at the other side, lionel was saying:" hmmm.. the scenery here very nice.. shld blade slowly and admire the view.." as soon as he finished his sentence, i dropped like a hot potato rite in front of him.. tok abt embarrassing man~ haha.. so we raced down to bedok jetty.. there, we were doing stuns and all.. den we want to go further down to changi.. dam tiring!!! and den it rained!!! SO HEAVILY!!!! was it adventurous or adventurous??? and when the rain became less heavy, we left the hut and went back to where we came from.. by then i was soooooooo dead!!! n my back was killing me... in the end i returned hm with blisters.. how m i gonna dance tmr???!???! hehehe..

piggy??

well well.. i hope Piggy never has access to my blog.. if not im sooo dead.. was chatting with him juz now.. and i was asking him wad haf he been doing, and he was like looking for a girlfriend.. do u have any gers to intro to me?? anyway.. it shldn't really bother me.. but i guess somehow it still did.. guess he was kidding.. anyway.. he was swweeeet too.. haha.. yup!! one piece of news: he's not leaving.. is it good or bad?? i dunno.. i mean it's gd in a way tt i still haf chance to see him in canteens and all.. but bad in a way tt i cant really put it down since he's like oways there.. anyway.. one confused and self-contradicting ger.. anyway.. 2 more days to zouk nite out.. pretty excited!!! haha

Friendships...

hmmm.. y r friendships that vulnerable?? a few yrs back, i had a few very fun-loving yet hardworking friends. but i realise, the best buds of mine now are not them.. in the next few yrs time, will my besties change again?? that's frightening... or is it because i do not know how to value friendships? i think i sound weird saying these.. but tt's wad crossing my mind now... hmm... oh well... ignore this!!

NEW TEMPLATE!!

yup.. finally done with decorating and dolling up my bloggie.. isn't it pretty?? anyway.. im so looking forward to this FRIDAY!!!! finally turning 18.. dun have to use fake IDs and feel scared that i might be thrown out of the club... cos it's official now.. im turning 18 this FRIDAY!!! coolies!!!so excited and looking forward to it.. i'll keep u updated when the big day comes.. *winks*

advice??

"ky:sometimes aft a long time, guys juz forget wad sweetness is
ky:sometimes rite, dun expect too much....
san:i just wanted some concern lor
san:nt much to ask for rite?
ky:see ar...
ky:toking to him is great!!!
ky:if he shows concern n be sweet, thats a bonus....
san:everyday...aft one full long fucking day, i just wait for the fone to ring
san:i want to hear him talk to me
san:hear him being concerned abt me
san:or... just talk
san:talk abt anything
san:anything will be fine
san:i told u i dun mind listening to army stories
san:y i dun seem to get all the bonuses in life?
ky: cos u mite b expectin too much!!
ky:u muz learn to b contented my dear
ky:when u recieve a bonus, u shld b over the moon!!!
ky: when he even calls u, be happy n feel great tt he even called!!
san:yah
san:but is it too much to ask for a little more?
ky:ya..
ky: if u ask for a little more, u'll end up like wad u r now
ky: if u ask for a little lesser, dun u think u'll be happier??
san: maybe
ky: human r greedy
ky:but haf to not ask for so much la "


this is some great piece of advise tt i gave sandy.. hopefully someday i'll use this to calm myself down..

Fate Loves Playing Hide n Seek with ME!!!

Fate Loves Playing Hide n Seek with ME!!!

fate lurve playing hide n seek with me.. i had a crush on him.. n he actually had an infatuation on me... but we din end up together.. he asked me jokingly, n i knew it was not for real.. i juz haf to wait for the right one.. now i see a gd catch,yet i dun wanna get attach. im a confused lil ger n fate is plaing hide n seek with me..cld the one tt i haf a crush on now actually haf an infatuation for me too?? **depressed**

MY VERY 1ST POST!!

boring day....... lotsa reports to hand in thou...