i miss having a boyfriend..

as of today.. it's been 1yr ++ that i've been single.. and guess who i found to be attached.. Yao Sheng.. (i hope he doesnt have the link to my blog.. or i'll be sooooooo damn embarrassed!).. why is it that i havent been attached aft so long? m i ugly or am i demanding or am i not understanding?? probably all of the above.. but anyhow..

aft seeing so many pple suffering in relationships, i dont think i really miss having a relationship.. i guess i juz miss the cuddlings and the sweet nothings and the whinings..

before this post i wrote alot.. but this thing is damn fucked up! i juz deleted almost everything and i forgot most of it.. BAH!