contradicting..... sometimes i so yearn to have a boyfriend.. but sometimes, i'm glad that im single too... yea.. getting into a relationship is sometimes the happiest thing in ur life.. however, it is also one of the saddest part of ur life.. especially the seperating moments. it's been like erm.... 1 yr and 2 mths that i've been single... i miss cuddling with the one that u love and knows that ur love has been reciprocate.. the feeling is totally different from getting a booty call from someone u hardly love.. however, seeing couples fighting ensures me that staying single is one of the best choices. it's heart broken to fight with someone.. needless to say the hurt amounting in oneself when he/she quarrels with their love ones.. but i still believe that being in a relationship means being loved and getting hurt.. n i believe that the blissful times are much more than the sorrow moments.. so dear friends.. whoever u are.. if u are suffering in a relationship now, hang on to it.. unless u think it's REALLY THE END.. your rainbow will come shortly and soon u will find the gold pot at the end of the rainbow..