obsession

everytime i try to put this behind me, it pops out due to some articles, words, posters, names, scenarios, ...

hmmm.. wad is obsession?

i think it means to hold on to the netball for more than 3 seconds during a court game. hehe
gosh.. what happened to the sports that was once my passion?

what happened to the goal of being a netball umpire?

so i guessed i got caught by the umpire for having obsession. but i have no idea which direction should i throw this ball to. no direction.