and so i thought....

for the past 19 years (or lesser since i didnt really think when i was a baby), i thought i was an optimist...

probably i was, when i was younger, and had lesser things to worry about, and lesser setbacks to experience.

people have been telling me "are u sure u are an optimist? u think so negatively" and i'll just ignore their comment like how much do u know me laaa..

until today.. like right now, talking to a fren and reflecting on wad i haf wrote, i really am a pessimist....



fren :
what do u think of being in a relationship?

Buttimus Maximus :
everytime i get into a relationship, i know that it WILL end one day

fren :
usually relationship wont last long right

Buttimus Maximus :
it will never last. period.

Buttimus Maximus :
even aft u get married, u'll either end up divorced or die

Buttimus Maximus :
which in both cases will ultimately end the relationship