Overwhelmed


After 3 months of self-comforting, it has finally set in.
It has just returned to where it once belong or rather I've finally acknowledge it.


Deafening silence
Overwhelming loneliness


then I think about how I spent the 3 months feeling so positively and now I feel like crap



It amazes me that only now that it hits me.



Many faces have come and go.
Platonic or not, fair-weathered or true,
I may be just a passing image that they can hardly grasp.




And if my sky should fall, will u even call?