its the EXAMS period.. n guess wad?! im still surfing the net. chatting on msn.. playing solitaire.. runnning ard my hse.. BLOGGING.......... shouldnt i be studying instead? n im feeling so bah!!! CONCENTRATE!!! someone please gimmi some concentration pills!!! BAH!!!!!

are connections illusions? im phobia to connections just as im phobia to antibiotics. im scared. i dunno if it is real. it feels so good. yet the moment when i think that it is an illusion, everything transformed from a planet of colours into black and white. from my world of fairytales to the cruel reality from feeling so spoiled, pampered and baby i feel that im living in a world of lies, deceptions and dishonesty. from feeling so special, the one n only, to feeling so superficial, shallow and on the surface. from feeling loved, to feeling hurt. from feeling so precious and treasured, to feeling like a dirt and whore. i wish it is real. but i've learnt to take things with a pinch of salt. so.. are connections illusions?

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Busy BIRTHDAYS Weekend!! Firstly, thanx NIMZIE!! for changing my blogskin... Muacks~ secondly, NEXT WEEK IS ME EXAMS!!! and im still playing.............. arrrgh... yesterday was sandy's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! love ya!! Smucks! so we had lunch together at the Crystal Jade!! Yummy!!! in the eveing was nimzie's surprise bday chalet! so i went to show face la... hahaha... n my SWEET parents came n pick me up... thirdly, this morning i went for INJECTIONS!!! arrrrrrrh............... scared! flu jab and typhroid... the price i pay for Cambodia trip... and later of the day, i went to glenn's hse for his BDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHADAY GLENNY (aka chicken)! so we ate n ate n ate!! alot!!!!!! his parents are so HIP and his sista is SO cute!!! and guess wad we did afta food? CORRECT!! it was clubbing time!!! so naughty rite?? EXAMS are like next week and im still clubbing!!! TSK TSK TSK!!!! it was fun thou.. left damn early... but wadever... it was fun!! THANX PEEPS FOR THE MARVELOUS WEEKEND (b4 my fears arrive! *gulp*)..

im so sad....... my Pig and Bacon is GONE!!! sob sob sob............ ^ . . ^my piggy.................................................................................................... (_@_)mebbe its god's sign that i shd change my blogskin... sobz.....sign that i shd change my blogskin... sobz.....

after so long.... hey hey hey!!! i know u miss me... oh... juz say you do... i know u guys miss me to bits cos u havent hear from me bout my life for like... erm... more than a wk?? it was quite a crappy-fun evening.... right after out revision tutorial ended at 645, sera n i left for zouk- some NTU party.. they were giving out free tix at NP last friday.. so i thout juz go for a drink... cos feel like drinking... and the tix said "1 standard drink coupon" exact words!! so then sera n i went.. thinking of chill alil and drink alil... so we went with our t-shirt and jeans and big school bag... sera wore havanas flip flops.. and i wore a cheapo looking slip- ons... i was totally not in my clubbing gear.... no a tint of make up... and not a single piece of jewel.. we queued to get in zouk, cos there were others as cheapo as a chicken... (my teacher, Koh aka KPT said that singaporeans are reincarnation of chicken... cos we've got chicken courage to go on strikes and when we go to places like bangkok, we'll start to speak in the chicken language -cheap cheap cheap- haha i thout it was quite funny) anyway... so we went in.. changed for a drink coupon.. thinking of getting a drink and leave la... so den we went into zouk itself and saw some other frens.. then they were like "do u know wads printed on the flip side of the coupon?? it says for NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK!!!" both of us went... WAD???! and our mood were dampened!! in the end, sera ordered a coke and i had a mocktail... we left as soon as we finished the drink... went for dinner and took a cab down to Cheekys.. cos i really needed to drink.... so i went to cheeky without my clubbing gear... for a moment, Max, Ray and Rico cldnt recognise me... i was like.. Hi!! they were like squinting... hahaha... so, the major qn... Why must we dress sluttily when we go clubbing?? i think.. it's because of the Social conformity.. like how pple in that social setting dresses like that, and that we shd be wearing stuff like that... next, personally, i think Clubbing is a Slutty activity.. so pple have to dress to the occassion!! lastly, peeps in a club socialises.. people will love to experience Social Approval.. this happens when one is positively evaluated by others, and their self esteem increases. people in the club are superficial.. so they will often judge based on your physical appearance.. therefore pple dress more flamboyant to attract more attention, and pple will approach and thus self esteem increases... by the virtue of principles mentioned above, people dress sluttily for a reason!! and she might not be a slut. all the above comments are personal views!! hope u enjoyed the lil analysis above...

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FunnyDecentBlingBlingLost Nite... dress up took cab down enter the club got 1st round of drinks from pink face sista - nim's cheapo hkg bling bling dropped- 2nd round was paid for -damn cool la.. like some movie thingy wherebt the lady's dinner was paid for or sth... haha.. illusion- 3rd round on the pink faced sista again bryan n paul came along.. one had char n one had nim and i was sitting around n went out the club saw pink face sista on the other side of the club n went over but got stuck in the middle of the rd talked to pink face sista bout work diana came nim drunk n puked, char ran to get tissue and i ran to get water dump her in the cab, had some arguements about where to stop n left ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the later part of the nite, the sequence might not be rite, and alot of things are missed out......... char with bryan n i was having fun being alone some cute malay guy came n said his fren- fadil was interested- i asked fadil to come to me himself n later, fadil said i look like malay --> cheesie pick up line dunno how i ended up with a decent north indian guy... Holiday Inn played, n i hopped onto the podium... a few Mr Xs came along left hp with Ray n he thout i asked for his number... he juz happily keyed in his number.. Bouncer Paul wasnt bouncing.. but he was around.. n i kinda remembered that he lifted me up.. i think it was because i sneaked into mystique... hahaha.. there was a fight forgot left for char's hse... puked home

Harry's Bar Housepour Spiritz- $12 (one-for-one) Housepour Wine- $12 (one-for-one) Lychee Martini- $12 Bombaytini- $11 Sex on the Beach- $10 Malibu Pineapple- $11 Never drown your sorrow in alcohol. esp for pple who dun give a shit. anyway.. im gg to Cambodia. then, some Orstritch aka cowards can hide from me forever. are u thinking why is tt coward hiding?? i have no fucking idea.

Began with no expectations Left with no regrets Occassion giggles that doesnt mean anything, but u Chose to ignore. and i am Keen on knowing the explanation behind it.