I SCREWED IT UP!!!

I SCREWED IT UP!!!!! *SCREAM SCREAM SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!* i screwed up BMGT paper can?!?!?!?!?!?!? i didnt turn the page!!! n at the end of the paper, my dearest fren, sera told me tt she nearly forgot to do question 5... so i recalled... hmm... I DIDN'T EVEN TURN THE PAGE AT ALL!!!!!! i had time to do it!! but i din see it!!!!!!!! it's a whole 20 marks can!??!!?! IM SO SCREWED UP!!! n thanx to NP there's no such thing as sub-paper.. im so dead im so dead im so dead im so dead!!!!!! think it was due to some distraction.. **sigh**HUGE sigh** anyway.. sth gd happened thou.. i strolled in from bus stop with Piggy.. is it good? oh well.. screwed it up!!!

EXAMS!!!

oh no!!! my BMGT paper is tmr.. n im only 2/8 chps done!!! how how how??!?! shit!!! it's not like i do not haf a study wk.. i had 2 in fact.. y m i wasting my time?!?! oh no!! PANICK!!! start mugging!! muz work hard now!!!! STUDY!!!! study hard now and party twice as hard later!! [by charlotte].. anyway!! STUDY!! BOOKS.. HERE I COME!!!

had a NICE haircut!!=)

I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR!!!yes... not out of rage.. juz wanted something different.. n now i've got some fringies aft a long time tt i lost touch with em.. and i gota style it b4 leaving hse.. muahahahaha it's nice thou. lurve it.. something special.. i cut it at storm.. and it's only 14 bucks cos they're having some promotions.. anyway it's great!!! now im thinking of colouring it... hmmm... shld i?? shld i not?? check out my hair on friendster.. uploaded my pics!!! yIpEe!!!!

zouk nite out.. someone wasnt there...BUT still FUN!!

rite.. im 18yrs and 1 day old.. it was fun yet sucky.. first of all was DRESSING UP!!! i wore this black tube dress with a pair of HEELS!!! which was so killing me!! ok.. n as i was lining in the queue wanting to get into Phuture, i was sooooo excited!! it's different from the excitement we usually haf... cos i can officially show my own IC!!!!anyway.. so i entered, n sandy got some invites n we all can go in for free!!!but in order not to waste it, we went in 2 by 2.. so it was nim, me and san.. nim n san got in.. so it's me!!! i was waiting so frustratedly formyother frens to come so i can haf someone to share the invites with.. anyway.. they finally came n we finally got in and experince loud music..

so we went to puture to look see look see for a while den went to Zouk to check out the dance floor the place n everything else.. so it was 11pm time for one for one... so we ordered tequilas.. i had 4 shots.. haha.. n i did go tipsy... we were dancing and moving along to the groovy music in phuture.. den i saw this cue guy and nim said he was checking u out girl.. so i was like shy shy.. den that NIMRTA KAUR SANDHU pushed me backward... n i BUMPED into him... it's so er... hehehe dunno... but in the end we conclude that the guy or the guyS in the entire grp r GAYS!!! cos they only smile to guys.. probably Piggy is like tt too... muahaahaha.. den cher ern came to return char her ID and wished me bday too.. but he din join us in there.. he's got something on la... den when i returned to phuture, i was like, hmm...... shld i msg Piggy?? so i did..
KY: so do u think you'll be coming tonight??
Andre: Sorry i dun think im going..
it's totally like what the fuck rite?!? aft so long and making me think that he'll go, he din turn up in the end.. im depressed.. totally.. very very very really depressed man.. it's like when will be the next time kinda thing.. furthermore, it's not the presence.. i mean, if he really takes me as a fren, he'd at least show face(like my dearest glenn, thx).. but no!! he chose not to come.. i can totally tell what he is heading toward!!

den we went to zouk cos the music in phuture totally totally suck big time last nite, and i needed something nice to get my mood back since Piggy has destroyed my nite.. n did i mention that the Birthday Gurl teared?!? oh well, she did... den i went on the podium with nim.. den suddenly the smoke machine sprayed a huge cloud of smoke rite into our faces.. wad more im wearing a skirt...it was like flying!!! anyway.. i came down.. den went for another shot..

so nimo and i went back to Phuture cos i totally cant appreciate House music... oh.. did i mention Sandy all along?? yea.. she's been a gd ger.. not flirting or anything like tt.. kidding babe.. yup... so we got back to the Phuture.. haha sounds weird.. anyway.. den nimo n i decided tt we shall change our dancing spot instead of hanging ard the grp of guys.. so we went further in.. den as we were dancing, nimo was like: eh, there's this Caucasian checking you out..
me: not again?! wad if he turn out to be gay too?? plus im not in the mood la..
nim: IT'S UR BDAY!!DUN LET ONE STUPID PIGGY GET YOU DOWN!!GET YOURSELF A GUY!!
me: oh well.. is tt caucasian guy cute?? *smile smile*
nim: ya..*pushing and shoving me near him..*

So in the end i did dance with that Caucasian guy- Christian.. (oh.. wad a coincidence??).. anyway.. he's a German, 25 this yr.. he was totally shock when i told him my age.. he thout i was at least 20?!??!? my goodness...oh..he's here for an attachment with his sch(some Germany University) taking Mechatronics.. oh.. he was trying to get me outa the club.. gosh!!! gd tt i was still sober.. anyway.. he was still nice and sweet thou.. waited with me for my frens n all.. oh.. n we took a pic too.. show u when i haf it!!

den the club closed and we were having photo taking session outside the bar.. hahahaha.. as if we're having some conference.. but it was really fun n cool..... haha.. show u da pics when i haf em n know how to upload the... looking forward to more exciting n fun-felt activities... frens, i had a great birthday!!! thank you sooooo much pple!!! muaxxxxx

fInAlLy 18!!

yipee!!! finally 18!!! able to enter club legally.. thx babies.. had a great time yest.. people, thx for ya bday greetings n pressies!!! lurve u guys..... muax!!! so exciting!! so excited!! hahaha... zouk nite out TONIGHT!!!!! hopefully everything goes smoothly.. and everyone (esp Piggy) will come.. hahahaha.. alritey.. see u guys!!

Mommy's bIrThDaY!!

today's YanQi aka mommy's bday.. we celebrate it together.. fun!!! first we went to mommy's hse to haf lunch.. it was a sumptous spread!!! n i contributed a bowl of Potato Salad... hehe..the spread includes yummy bee hoon and delicious campbell soup made by mommy.. with tasty nuggets and fabulous hashbrown, thx fad.. n last but not least, my one and only potato salad.. hahahaha... ok. pple arrived were fadilla, deva, kerrie, sera , mommy(of cos), lemon, me and the latest of everyone else, lionel!!!! haha he's dam late can?!?!ok aft lionel has his share we moved down to east coast.. mommy and lemon was on a double-seater.. sera, fad and deva rent a bike.. lionel rent a pair of blades, kerrie n i had our own supply of blades.. yup.. it's been a long time since i last blade.. haha.. lionel is dam gd n skilful man!!! n kerrie is fast... so im like struggling behind them... it was fun thou.. den aft we past the hawker centre at the other side, lionel was saying:" hmmm.. the scenery here very nice.. shld blade slowly and admire the view.." as soon as he finished his sentence, i dropped like a hot potato rite in front of him.. tok abt embarrassing man~ haha.. so we raced down to bedok jetty.. there, we were doing stuns and all.. den we want to go further down to changi.. dam tiring!!! and den it rained!!! SO HEAVILY!!!! was it adventurous or adventurous??? and when the rain became less heavy, we left the hut and went back to where we came from.. by then i was soooooooo dead!!! n my back was killing me... in the end i returned hm with blisters.. how m i gonna dance tmr???!???! hehehe..

piggy??

well well.. i hope Piggy never has access to my blog.. if not im sooo dead.. was chatting with him juz now.. and i was asking him wad haf he been doing, and he was like looking for a girlfriend.. do u have any gers to intro to me?? anyway.. it shldn't really bother me.. but i guess somehow it still did.. guess he was kidding.. anyway.. he was swweeeet too.. haha.. yup!! one piece of news: he's not leaving.. is it good or bad?? i dunno.. i mean it's gd in a way tt i still haf chance to see him in canteens and all.. but bad in a way tt i cant really put it down since he's like oways there.. anyway.. one confused and self-contradicting ger.. anyway.. 2 more days to zouk nite out.. pretty excited!!! haha

Friendships...

hmmm.. y r friendships that vulnerable?? a few yrs back, i had a few very fun-loving yet hardworking friends. but i realise, the best buds of mine now are not them.. in the next few yrs time, will my besties change again?? that's frightening... or is it because i do not know how to value friendships? i think i sound weird saying these.. but tt's wad crossing my mind now... hmm... oh well... ignore this!!

NEW TEMPLATE!!

yup.. finally done with decorating and dolling up my bloggie.. isn't it pretty?? anyway.. im so looking forward to this FRIDAY!!!! finally turning 18.. dun have to use fake IDs and feel scared that i might be thrown out of the club... cos it's official now.. im turning 18 this FRIDAY!!! coolies!!!so excited and looking forward to it.. i'll keep u updated when the big day comes.. *winks*

advice??

"ky:sometimes aft a long time, guys juz forget wad sweetness is
ky:sometimes rite, dun expect too much....
san:i just wanted some concern lor
san:nt much to ask for rite?
ky:see ar...
ky:toking to him is great!!!
ky:if he shows concern n be sweet, thats a bonus....
san:everyday...aft one full long fucking day, i just wait for the fone to ring
san:i want to hear him talk to me
san:hear him being concerned abt me
san:or... just talk
san:talk abt anything
san:anything will be fine
san:i told u i dun mind listening to army stories
san:y i dun seem to get all the bonuses in life?
ky: cos u mite b expectin too much!!
ky:u muz learn to b contented my dear
ky:when u recieve a bonus, u shld b over the moon!!!
ky: when he even calls u, be happy n feel great tt he even called!!
san:yah
san:but is it too much to ask for a little more?
ky:ya..
ky: if u ask for a little more, u'll end up like wad u r now
ky: if u ask for a little lesser, dun u think u'll be happier??
san: maybe
ky: human r greedy
ky:but haf to not ask for so much la "


this is some great piece of advise tt i gave sandy.. hopefully someday i'll use this to calm myself down..

Fate Loves Playing Hide n Seek with ME!!!

Fate Loves Playing Hide n Seek with ME!!!

fate lurve playing hide n seek with me.. i had a crush on him.. n he actually had an infatuation on me... but we din end up together.. he asked me jokingly, n i knew it was not for real.. i juz haf to wait for the right one.. now i see a gd catch,yet i dun wanna get attach. im a confused lil ger n fate is plaing hide n seek with me..cld the one tt i haf a crush on now actually haf an infatuation for me too?? **depressed**

MY VERY 1ST POST!!

boring day....... lotsa reports to hand in thou...