when i fall in love.......

joyouse occassions and weddings are sometimes the best and worst times all at once.

the people and the crowd makes the atmosphere so happy and chirpy.
then suddenly, i felt like i was surrounded by a thick layer of wall.

and the phone went ribbet ribbet and everything seems perfect again..



sometimes i think the guessing game is better than the answer behind it.

Benefits of being a lady:

1. excused from NS.
2. cheap and nice clothes available in alot of places.
3. if your date doesnt believe in going dutch, you're not the one that has to pay! =p
4. able to switch between skirts and pants, heels and flip flops, blouse and tube tops...
5. able to exploit Ladies Night and club hop!

Despite the irritating menses and the frustrating cramps, i love being a girl! =)

anonymous

have you had problems with anonymous taggers?

seriously, i dont care if they come and say "hey, i think you're beautiful"
but all these mother-son [quote unquote char] have to leave offensive things like "you bitch" or "you think you're beautiful but you're just bla bla bla..."

and maybe i can understand the reason for the former tagger to not leave his/her name cos they are shy to praise others.

but if u really wanna scold someone or put ur point across, leave your name behind. so at least i'll know who did i offend in what way, in order to change right???


shut your trap if you just wanna vent!

The Balance Beam

too much of something can be irritating.

so, once again, where is the optimal point?
at which point do you know that you did not go overboard and become an irritant??

what is the amount of cheese that makes people gelak?
well, some people just don't get sick of cheese.. *giggles*

how should anyone know where is the balance point to be standing comfortably on the wire?


but then again, why should i care what others think?
but we shd be considerate, right??


so, how many teaspoons of stickiness shd be mixed in someone before he/she is labled as irritating??

Straight.

I think that girls are the most troublesome creature on earth. It is so difficult for us to get optimal point for everything.

For girls, it is not just cold or hot, it's more than that. like there's warm, or ice cold, or freezing cold. And it is not just like or dislike- there is crushes, infectuations, love, and even love-hate relationship (which, if you think about is really an oxymoron).

Like sometimes, you just so much wish that your date/boyfriend/fling/whoever could just spend more time and call you more often and so on. Well, fairy godmother says your wish shall come true. than, she sends this other guy who fits into the description.

he called all day, msg n msg n msg, and called and called n called. and suddenly, you just wish that fairy god mother takes back her gift. very nice of her, but he is way too sticky and hell of a stinky slimeball.

So, like i was saying. It really is tough to figure out wad girls are thinking. So i guess i'll rather be straight than to figure out wad another girl is thinking when i cant even figure out what im thinking. one moment you want someone who is ALWAYS there and now that you have someone who is ALWAYS there you wish that you had never made that wish.

So basically, it is not just black or white. there are often grey spots and maybe that certain grey spot is more to the black or not so dark a grey. well, ya, you get the drift. just no CERTAIN answer in their head. the answers always differ based on situation.

continue to try to figure out the optimal point.

Why do i dislike Dentists?

1. they use scientific terms like a molar and calcium hydroxide and a spoon which dont mean to be a spoon, and other terms that i dont understand.
2. they have gazillion tools spread out ready to torture their patients who do not take good care of their teeth.
3. they are constructors in disguise. they do digging and polishing and drilling (which of course i hate most)
4. you pay money to suffer.
5. that smell in their office.
6. you're supposed to feel better after the dental visit. but im in pain......... aaaaaooooouuuwwwwuuuu....

i'd rather starve than to visit a dentist.

Turn Back Time

have you ever wish that you could turn back time and take back what you've said? i have.

but once a blunder is made, no matter how hard you try, the scar is there.
no matter how much time you turn back, or whatever you do to try to cover, the hideous scar remains. it will never disappear.

no matter how much nice things a person can say, the darker side still remains dark and everything will just be said as putting on an act. so, isnt it hypocritical alrdy?

im confused. i cant put my finger to it. another swirl of mess....




words... broken... scars... regret... past... different....

Planned

Do you believe that everything that happens in your life is planned? i do. and i just witnessed it happening.



At one family gathering, Uncle A was drunk and began to spout nonsense. He started scolding and humiliating Uncle B who was totally innocent. So, the fight began...

Until this day, both of them still refuses to talk to each other. Uncle B is still very pissed to this day and is not willing to forgive the drunken ass.



So, there was this day...
Uncle A was treating us to lunch at a restaurant

Uncle A: this meal is gonna be better than the one that Uncle B will be having at hm to celebrate the son's engagement. hahahahaha...

Uncle A: *cough cough* (choked on Fish Bone)

Uncle A : continue coughing.... and then blood came out.

Uncle A's daughter sent him to the hospital.

After settling the bills, we rushed to the hospital hoping that he'll be fine. As soon as we reach the hospital, we saw Uncle B's son. so i was thinking, why did he reach even earlier than us?? hmmm...

well, actually Uncle B is admitted into the hospital as well....


hmmm.. so now both of my unlces can have "great time" together in the hospital....


i guess they planned it!

SHOPPING!!!!

Monday

"Due to busy landing in Bangkok International Airport, the time that we will estimate to touch down will be 5 mins to 10pm. Thank you."While this announcement was made, the SQ flight making a transit in Bangkok to Narita was circling the city, ready to land. When we finally left Bangkok International Airport, it was not the usual scene that greeted us. It was raining cats and dogs and was quite chaotic, i wld say.

Exhausted cars and motorcycles stopped in the middle of the road due to (according to my dad) water entering the exahust pipe, while man drenched in clothes plastered to their body were desperately trying to flag down a cab, and there i was in the mini van, witnessing all these. While i was peering out of the window, i felt more like being at the Tong Le Sap River than in Bangkok- where the flood was of knee height, and the water around was equally murky. Looking at other vehicles around stuck in the rain, i was already folding the bottom of my jeans, ready to be in the action.

Tuesday

As the day broke, i was already thinking of wad wld be laid out for my breakfast. and indeed, it was mouth- watering.

Spent the whole day shopping in MBK and later at night, the Suan Lum Night Market- definitely a good place to go if you're gonna renovate your hse.

Wednesday

Visited the traditional Floating Market. on our way there, we stopped by this railway market, and past by lotsa villages which really reminded me of Banlung! (accprding to my mom, this Floating Market is near Song Kla- which is the spot that got bombed! yikes! )

had the strangest series of dream that night whereby each dream is not related to anyone.

Thursday

last minute shopping and enjoy every minute as i tried to converse in Thai.

oh! and *beep* hmm... who could be messaging me at 0900 in the morning?!?! the school!! and it was the results!!! well, i guess effort really do pay off huh!? but im still very surprised as to how well i can score when i really do not understand the module. maybe that's the deal to scoring, right?

many times i wonder. do i enjoy more of the sight seeing tours or just the plane ride and yummy breakfast awaiting for me every morning.

hmmm...

Havent been blogging for, erm, a while...
so much to write.
but i dont know where to start.
hmmm.....

it's like a bowl of swirling mess!!
hmmmmm....

like the stomach that was filled with ice-kacang, then a hot kopi, then a cheesecake.
hmmmm.....

MESSY!!!

"Good Morning, Miss"

greetings are something that can really touch someone esp done with a smile.
weel, i personally think so.
there is an increasing number of bus drivers who greet their passengers.
besides they have became increasingly polite too.

human are just suckers for nice words. no? fine! just me!!