Judgement Day!


tmr is the day...


the day that judges whether i'll continue playing piano for the rest of my life...


i'm scared.... far beyond scared. at this point only i realised that its late.....


not enough effort; not acceptable attitude...


my last shot! and if this goes down, perhaps i'll only continue it aft my uni...
and that means uncertain; may or may not...




i can only hope for the best.

Scaredi Scaredy


this week as compared to last week, is an equally busy week!

still quizzes of something that i havent been consistently studying for
and presentations
and more assignments due
and more quizzes..


but..

this week is even more stressful!

cos..

i dont have back ache = no MC
i have a very dreadful exam to take ----> my Grade 8 Practical Exams..
the thout of it sends chill to my spine! mind u.. this is my 2nd attempt for this exam..
and if i dont get through i might just as well say goodbye to my Grade 8 Certificate...


im scareddddd.... bah...




i hope this week gets through in a breeze so i can welcome another week which is still full of quizzes.. argh

The Long Awaited !


my dearest group of fren is suggesting that they might go to Perhentian in May!!!
which happens to coincide with my HOLIDAYSSSSS!!!!!!


woot!


CANT WAIT!!!!


heh heh...



den i'll be back to my paradise................




as for now, it'll be EXAMS!! Grrrrrrrrr




but oh well, at least something to look forward to..





loves it!

Lonely Friday..






thank god it's friday?! i'd beg to differ!




think of friday i think of:

• bah....
• boring...
• lonely...
• no fun! more work to clear!
• should i go home or stay in hall?
• should i go club or study?
  
  

i hate friday evenings ! i hate them! hate em! HATE 'EM!!!!!

and this is a picture of a boring hall on a friday evening! totally hate it ! BAH!!!!

so quiet! i can almost hear my own breathing..

and this is the empty walkway.. with no one in their room .. or outside their room.. cos they are all away! and i can only hear my footsteps as i drag them to the loo.. BAH!

yea man.. thank god, it's friday that makes me realise wad boring is ! BAH!!!!

im boreD !

Good things do happen?


yea.. this is finally one of my few positive posts out of many..


Good Thing #1 left my phone on a shuttle bus today n i got it back.. (if it were to land in the hands of the PRCs i'm quite sure its gone! thank gawd)

Good Thing #2 got back my mood to blog! heh.. guess its just that i wanna procrastinate from studying! heh!

Good Thing #3 lousy slides escape the fate of presenting today! heh.. due to having too many assignments and quizzes all in one week, i'm so glad that today's class presentation over-run.. and as a result the lousy slides tt i prepared last night escaped the claw of lousy grades!







more to come i hope........

it's been a year!

now that i look back at the pictures, the memories became so precious..

exactly one year ago, being Ms. Supplies, i was still loading my backpack with tonnes of clothes and stuff.

and now 1 year later, i'm stuck in my hostel at this time with a broke[n] back and still struggling to complete assignments and presentations that are due tomorrow.

*sigh in despair*

i wanna bury my feet under the sand

i wanna let the waves wash upon me...

bring me back to my paradise!

Overwhelmed


After 3 months of self-comforting, it has finally set in.
It has just returned to where it once belong or rather I've finally acknowledge it.


Deafening silence
Overwhelming loneliness


then I think about how I spent the 3 months feeling so positively and now I feel like crap



It amazes me that only now that it hits me.



Many faces have come and go.
Platonic or not, fair-weathered or true,
I may be just a passing image that they can hardly grasp.




And if my sky should fall, will u even call?