The Perfect Equation


feelings are like algebra formulae..

x(clinginess) + y(own life) = perfection


so what determines the x and y value in this equation?
what ratio of x and y would be perfect?

should x>y or should y>x?

when it comes to MY PERFECT EQUATION, it's difficult to achieve a 100 marks, as it changes from time to time, just as my stand sways at the different times.

there are times i feel i need someone, so more clingyness would be good..
but at times tt i feel comfortable with myself and independent, i would prefer the other party to have his own life..



so, does the problem lie on me?

ticking clock

just as i was preparing to go for my sleep, i got a news that my lecturer in my previous institute passed away.
its just sad to know that people move on.

be it in a relationship or in life..

when the clock ticks and strike a certain timing, their life is taken away.
or for that matter, when the timing is wrong, sometimes things are no longer the same and people move on.



why is it that the clock never stop ticking?

cuddle huddle

it's been a tiring week..
just finished my Freshmen Orientation Camp on friday, and im dead tired..
not tt i was the freshmen, just tt i was part of the camp..

when all the hectic and busy 5 days came to an end, i hate it!
i should be happy.. but i wasnt.. i grew to enjoy the days filled with activities from day to night.
and when suddenly my days are free again, i started thinking..

do i really like to be alone?

do i really enjoy my singlehood as much as i proclaim?


the answer to the both question is NO!

i do want someone to be there, someone to cuddle with, and someone to laugh with or whine to..
like many other single girls out there, i do want to have another certain someone.
but the thing is, the right things just NEVER falls in the right place. *sigh*

i want the cuddlings and smooching...
someone who puts me to sleep, someone who cares about me, someone who i can have pillow talk to.. maybe like nim said- i need a pillow buddy..


but i guess all these wants are not powerful enough for me to take the risk of getting into another relationship only to find out its the end of it.


and after i met the last heartbreaker, everyone else just pales in comparison.
no one makes me laugh like he did.
no one moo moo me like he did.
and no one tease me like he did.

im no longer thinking about him, but....


after having a Godiva truffle, it's hard to settle for a cadbury chocolate bar..