khin's virgin trip so in the end we all went to Cheekys.. i for once was awake the WHOLE ENTIRE nite.. not once tt i got drunk or high or forget anything.. it feels good the next day.. since i can remember almost everything in details esp some yummy kissies.. i wanted to get high as usual.. but my body seems to be rejecting alcohol... everytime i had something in, it felt like coming out.. (oh.. i had on my swish-sy skirt which i juz bought!! i LOVE it!!!) the clubbing trip consist of me, nim, char, khin, harpreet, n later niven n vim... i met sam.. some guy tt i knew from the previous clubbing trip.. we had our lil fun time.. but nth beats the highlight of the night.. it was shocking n surprising.. it happened near the end of the night.. ard 3 plus when we re-enter Cheeky's aft visiting Coco for awhile.. so then khin, niven, vim n i shared a cab from Coco back to Cheekys.. den khin went dancing with niven and i was dancing with vim.. so den the music was HOT!! n we danced closer together.. n was grinding.. n i was sure tt he came closer n nose to nose n later lips to lips n later locks! tt's like the summary.. i can still remember the kiss.. it lasted thru 4 songs.. yea.. tt long.. he was kinda shy.. aft we kissed.. he did not dare to look at me.. haha.. i guess im the more tongue the better person.. n i think he fits the bill.. *giggle giggle* groping a lil.. hugging alot like thru the 4 songs.. i feel weird abt the whole thing.. i mean.. making out with my gd fren's boyfriend's best fren is juz not the rite thing to do.. but wadever it is.. but wadever it is, i had a fabulous time when both of us were in our lil world.. haaaa ~sigh~ vim is Good!! cute. shy. kissable. bla bla bla.... im loving it.. oh.. did i mention bites?? yea both of us return with bite.. but when we left the club, things felt kinda awkward.. or so i thout.. maybe it's juz me... but i cant forget the long kiss which lasted thru 4 songs.. hmmmm~~~ embarrassing stuff tt i reminded myself to blog abt: we went on the podium, n danced madly.. nim brought a pad with her in case.. den she put it in her not so deep back pocket.. so aft the wild dance for 2 mins, her you-know-wad dropped.. none of us knew.. so den we went to dance at somewhere near the podium.. n a guy actually came forward n was like i think u dropped this.. was it embarrassing or was it embarrassing??? hahaha i thout it was quite nice nearing the end of the night..

it feels sucky for being neither here nor there

had some wonderful time with myself today.. i was great feeling the sea breeze -or rather, river-breeze- hitting on ur face.. and in the morning, i was at east coast blading with my daddy.. it made me realise that there's alot of things anyone can do if they set their heart to.. this idea juz sort of crept into my mind.. it's like u can do wadever u wanna do, irregardless of race, age.... but is it beneficial?? early in the morning, sent my bro to camp and me and my dad headed to east coast park.. when we reach there at 830, we saw elderlies coming to the car park to get their cars and head off.. it hit me that these people woke up so early to come to have their daily exercise and continue with the rest of the day.. den as i strolled down to the esplanade.. it made me realise that there's so many people out there doing what they've been doing.. and that if i decided that i shld juz stay in front of my screen for the whole day, i wouldn't haf accomplish ANYTHING! den i went up to the roof terrace where yao sheng and i went once.. which was like so long ago.. anyway.. anyone who juz got out of love, esplanade's roof terrace is not for u.. COS IT'S FILLED UP WITH LOVING COUPLES!! and then u will so feel like punching them in their face and be a green eye monster! so den, aft tt, i proceeded to raffles city Esprit.. looked up for my friend. and we talked.. and there's like an increase in the no. of guys who r classified as jerks.. and there are more pple who are sharing a non-status relationship.. or at least, it's unspoken of.. but any how, I NEED A DATE!! anyone who saw this msg n thinks that u haf someone who wans to date too, pls let me know.. haha.. participants will go thru strict qualifying rounds.. hahahaha.. kidding.. i really saw the difference btw the clubbing life and the morning light.. i prefer the sun.. clubbing is like being in the girl world.. being in the broad day light is the real world aka REALITY.. which always knocks into pple..

THE TEARY NIGHT like the name suggests.. it's full of tears..y?? i also dunno.... we went there (cheekys.. where else??) and tried to enter discretely.. not wanting to bump into rico.. but guess wad?? he's at the door.... n char's trying so hard to hide behind me and act as if she's so busy on the phone.. but still had to talk to him anyway.. got in free thou.. muahaha.. den there was confrontation n stuff.. it feels good to kiss someone who pierced his tongue.. as usual.. there was max, ray, tommy, rico, bla bla bla.. so den the whole thing was, the lousy drinker, aka kahyan.. got drunk la.. poor charlottey had to take care of me.. first i was whining over whether jason is coming anot.. n when he's finally here, i dunno y, i juz din wanna make a move to dance with him.. and stuck-up-chow was there.. oh.. n Singapore Idol fans, i saw leandra.. she had the lime light for a while.. but anyway.. the most embarrassing moment is that when jason was going off, i was tearing!!! i bet he was thinking like wtf!! so i dun think i'll msg him anymore until he forgets everything n msg me.. which i think takes a long time.. anyway.. den jason left.. i got even more drunk.. oh.. n i somehow rmb that i saw the nice malay guy on the faren nite.. he wanted to dance with us la.. but jason was ard.. i din wan him to think that im leaving him for someone else.. sounds weird.. but anyway.. i haf memories of Rico keeps on bringing Char n i to his another club.. n i think i broke a glass there.. n then they make out.. n i was trying to sneak away.. muahahaha.. oh.. n faddy was there too.. my dearest faddy was there!!! haha.. char cldn't take care of me, n we needed a driver.. so faddy was like a PERFECT choice.. anyway.. i dunno y i was so depressed.. n i said i needed to go to esplanade.. so we went to marina park.. the lil park next to esplanade.. in his stylish car.. (oh san, i think his mazda is a RX8.. according to char..) n at marina park, he was trying to be funny AGAIN la.. so i was like y r guys always bla bla bla.. n cried again.. like A-G-A-I-N.. as char wld put it.. so all in all, it was a teary nite.. i hope i dun scare faddy or jason... jason is like THE guy.. i think.. n faddy is like THE car.. hahaha.. so i cant lose them.. muahaha

THE GREAT ESCAPE 2 03 Nov '04 so yea.. it's time for the great escape 2! so it was all the sneaky thing again.. this time was kinda bla.. but anyway.. i will still fill u in.. we met like damn late.. like 1am? n left at 330am?? one of char's fren is cute.. the rest are blah with a capital B! the music was bad.. like i only swayed to the most, 10 R&B songs.. char, we're NOT going to chinablack anymore.. n we met kerrie there.. n it was quite obvious that she had mee fen for dinner.. haha.. so den the rest was juz dancing to boring music and the lights went on, n we left.. so when we reached level 1, and as we walked out, pple kicking, punching.. den some ah beng juz shouted something in hokkien and the girlfriend pulled him away n they left.. den realised someone in the corner got stabbed as we witnessed them fighting.. SOMEONE GOT STABBED *gasps* so i was there kaypo-ing.. den there were ambulance and police and da da da.. den it was time to return.. n the next day, it was so tiring!!! did i mention that the stabbie is cute?? the stabbie's fren is cute too.. den we saw jeremy, kerrie's fren with that ger i forgot her name.. oh.. lynnette.. n char was drooling.. haha.. n tt's bout all i think.. one more thing, i'd rather witness something like this kinda attack at somewhere sleezy like Cheeky Monkey.. this makes cheeky aint no sleezy.. n the music at cheekys is DAMN good!girlies, we're gg there the next time.. n heck reputation!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THE PERFECT WEEKEND 06 Nov '04 it was one of those things which i missed for a long while.. it felt so good to have it back again.. not for ever.. juz to feel it again.. it was really great n perfect.. we snuggled up n watched half of White Chicks and Van Wilder.. it was funny.. the satisfaction did not come from the movies.. it came from the snugglings.. it felt gd to snuggle up.. it juz felt good.. it wasnt all abt making out.. it was abt snuggling up ya know.. u know.. u know.. u know..................... it's wonderful!!