EXCLAIM!

as if i havent exclaimed enough, i'll do it one more time:
I HAVE GOT THE GREATEST DAD ON EARTH!

he always makes me feel so special and loved, like such a daddy's girl.
well, i guess that's the balance in life. like how within your family, you've got a daddy's girl and a mommy's boy. hmph! who cares about that boy...... bleah!

hehehahaha..
and i guess the weekly blading session has definitely build up our father-daughter relationship.
my daddy just bought me a pair of the latest guard, a pair of padded socks and 2 months back, he changed my lousy Ultra Wheels running at bearing 3 to current Salomone skates running at bearing 5. and last week he just told me that maybe i wld want to trade in for a pair of aluminium skates. as in the bar thingy is aluminium...

hehehahaha.. call me materialistic. but i feel so special.. :D *grins*

responsibility....

have you ever arranged with someone for a movie date like ages ago and on that day itself, she decided to go MIA? for no particular reason. she just went MIA cos she just feels like going on her MIA mode.

ok, probably it is understandable cos she needs time with herself.. but HELLO! wad about the same thing happening TWICE?!

i've tried ALL sort of tools of communication hopefully i can get some response from her! i've called her, smsed her, left a voicemail for her, waiting on msn for her, but guess wad..

cmon. just guess..

THERE'S STILL NO RESPONSE FROM HER! HMPH!

im pissed. u can be doubly sure that i will NOT have any ANY kind of arrangements with YOU! HMPH! Call me petty! i dun care! havent you thought about the others? how are they gonna arrange for their own plans? huh huh huh huh huh ?!??!!!?

nevertheless, i still caught Charlie. yes! FINALLY!

the best kind of prize is surprise... (but pls. not THIS Kind of surprise)

Traffic

as my dad was driving through the highway on our way home from our weekly-daddy-and-daughter-east-coast-bladding session, somehow i got reminded of the accident by the junction a few days back.. and how will it be if WE were involved in the accident...

then, i recalled how the traffic flowed when we were in Cambodia. particularly, Banlung.
their vehicles do not have the side mirror, especially Motorbikes- their most common mode of transport. As soon as we left the airport in Phnom Penh and headed to Kratie, i could hear the honkings of the car surrounding the city, which reminded me of Singapore when we got stuck in traffic jams. drivers starts honking and rushing others to move. but unlike Singapore, in Cambodia, when someone honks, it is to warn the vehicle in front that he/she is coming nearer and is overtaking, so be careful.

wouldn't this world be more wonderful if people starts to look from a different perspective?

Regret...

i seldom or never felt regret for the things i do and the decisions i made.
but i just did.
i did not meant to be rude, but my mom is really a pain in my ass...
i regret for being nasty and not apologizing. but hey! it's in our culture rite?
oh whatever.

if you ever see this mom, i'm sorry.

BAH!!!!!!!!!!! but it takes 2 to tango rite? hmph!
have you ever thought why? probably you can go sugar ur favorite son with all you have!
arrrrgggghhhhhhhhhh.......
WHATEVER!
i dont like this feeling at all!!!!!!!! HMPH!

if my dreams ever do come true, i'll leave this country when i turn 25 or 26. leave this hell and say hello to the next hell..

Hotel Rwanda

heart-wrenching.

depicts how some people fight helplessly in the attempt to save their loved ones, while on the other hand, some other people who have the means and authority to help refuses, just because of the mathematical figures of benefits.

shows how hatred, rumours and words causes a massacre.

The Maid

pretty cool for local production.
especially love the twist whereby the son- Ah Soon was actually a ghost.
love it!

2 movies in 1 day! woot! I'm still pretty fate-less with Charlie.

obsession

everytime i try to put this behind me, it pops out due to some articles, words, posters, names, scenarios, ...

hmmm.. wad is obsession?

i think it means to hold on to the netball for more than 3 seconds during a court game. hehe
gosh.. what happened to the sports that was once my passion?

what happened to the goal of being a netball umpire?

so i guessed i got caught by the umpire for having obsession. but i have no idea which direction should i throw this ball to. no direction.

cCcRRaasSSssSH!

so i sat in front of my desk hopefully some brainjuice will be generous enough to flow out, but no! they have to be stuck in that twisted lump of pink toufu. as i flipped through various references and almost started on my resume that i have to hand in tmr...

-CRASH-

an accident happened at this junction near my house. to all, it is a very dangerous road junction- cuts at Furama Hotel and Apollo Centre- so pls avoid that junction. while to anyone who would like to be involved in any car accident, pls go ahead. come to Chinatown. probably we can have breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper at the famous Hong Lim Food Complex and den i can send you to the junction just in case u think that you might get lost.

so ya. being kaypo, i left my study desk and went to my corridor/window to take a peek. it was a traffic accident involving a car and a motorbike. well, obviously, the one that had injuries was the motorbike rider, while the car was still in one piece. (well, from far it seems like 1 piece.) so, there was this bike lying right at the corner of the junction and its rider got thrown away to a distance seemingly 5 metres.

the cops took 5 mins to arrive and 2 mins later, the ambulance arrived. however, within that 5 mins, no one stayed there trying to comfort the victim. people come and go and walked away. the victim was sitting in the middle of the road and could not move. but no one tried to signal to the oncoming vehicle that someone is in the road, which i thought was pretty dangerous.

the ambulance reached in 7 mins but they took 15 mins before they are able to put the victim on stretcher and up into that little white and red vehicle. so when finally the victim got some aid and was on the way to the SGH (that would only be logical since SGH is like 5 mins from the accident spot), the policemen finally question the reckless driver, checking both the bike and the car and put on the sign- which i guess said "ACCIDENT".

this reminds me of my lecture today- Crisis Management. well, in this case it's not really crisis la. but the flow was smooth.

at least it is not a case of hit-and-run. the driver totally had the time to do that and the car was in a good-enough condition to do so.

ok.. back to considering my future and what i've done in the pass...

Too much?

far FAR too much...
- topics for exams.
- project submissions before right exams.
- papers for exams.
- days for exams.
- things bothering me. STOP bugging me!

never too much...
- time
- holidays
- fun!
- care and concern

never too much shoulders. cos it can only be too many shoulders. hyuck hyuck

have you ever..

... chanced upon an article and it seems to be speaking to you?
... ran into someone and he/she regurgitate some scenarios that is similar to yours?
... overheard someone talking to another person and it seems like he/she is talking to you?
... stared at an object and it seems to be saying something?





... left?

somethings close to your heart, you just hope to keep by forever.

Girlies

i miss going to Cheekys.
i miss going to Cheekys with my girlies.
i miss going to Cheekys with my girlies and drowning my sorrows in drinks.
i miss the podium of Cheekys.
i miss going crazy with that in du ren and the mashmallow on the podium.
i miss going crazy with that in du ren and the mashmallow on the podium when Mundian To Pache Kerehi comes on.
i miss going crazy with that in du ren and the mashmallow on the podium when Mundian to Pache Kerehi comes on and do that thang.

la di da di da...

Boy Meets Girl

-the book before Every Boy's Got One-

Boy : (seats nearer to her)
Girl : (Seats even closer to the wall)
Boy : are you currently attached?
Girl : no..
Boy : Then you clearly can't forget your previous boo
Waiter : (milkshake comes and interrupted the conversation)
Boy : (slurping on with his chocolate milkshake )
Girl : (starts wondering..) hmmmm..........................

i miss milkshake.. esp billy bomber's cookies and cream milkshake.. *SLURPS*

Spare Me!

Every Boy's Got One- Meg Cabot

romance

boy meets girl, girl hates boy, boy dislikes girl, boy likes girl, girl likes boy

within 1 night, they became a couple n the really strong kind.



WHO ARE THEY TRYING TO KID? THIS DOESNT HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE!

that's why i let my imaginations lead my dreams. *chuckles*

Pocahontas

so i realised i lacked of childhood and decided to re-watch it.


years back: it's a romance abt this British guy falling in love with this Indian girl at the New World.

today: it's a show that depicts how British colonism tried to exploit the poors, and diminishes the uniqueness of one country. with UNREALISTIC romance.


it's strange how opinions deviate over the years.
it's weird when sometimes human's action goes against their desire.

box

i think my storage area is really limited.

like when u just stuff some new info in, the box will be overloaded and some old stuff will slowly drop from the back.

i looked back at my entries that i posted in april this year, i dont remember why did i have to note that.

it's really scary when what happened wasn't so long ago.

probably this is selective memory. like you choose to remember some stuff and remove the unhappy ones.

~the people we have met in the last 5 yrs will we remember them in 10 more~

dumbfounded

sometimes things just progress so naturally that it seemed to be arranged by someone.

yesterday i encountered a similar situation that i faced with a few months back. exactly the same situation, just that this time i hold the view of the other party. it amazes me why i didnt thought the same when i was in the picture, though i said i did.

i was flabbergasted when i realise how my stand swayed.

i guess you were right. probably it was the best solution.


but i was still very astonished looking at how things are placed in such a way that u see from the other party's shoes.

Toiletbowl

that scene suddenly flashed pass, and i thought it's pretty funny.

....

during one of those Cheeky's-Saturday-night, i was short of cash and decided to take a stroll to UE sq to withdraw money. 1am in the morning, i suddenly felt the urge to go to the loo due to the constant drinking back in the club. as soon as i entered the cubicle, my phone dropped into the toiletbowl!

HAHAHAAH!!

i dunno why but i got tickled when that scene flashed by. and char in the other cubicle was like giggling. *giggle giggles* hahahaha!!

Cheeky's Withdrawal Syndrome is getting harder to rid

Subconsciously

so i thought it's a history,
but i guess that's not the end of the story.

it's been a quarter year,
and i thought it was over.

i dreamt of you last night,
it seemed like it was still that night.

i didnt think it's cool speaking like you,
but it came out so smooth like i never knew.

i thought i was already fine,
i guess emotions seems intertwine.

<<<< from this.. we've transformed.....



<<<<<<< to this!

Residue

i ran and ran, in hope to catch the last glitter before it falls into that mysteriously black river.
to much disappointment, i didnt reach in time.
what left behind was the dark sky covered in layers of grey smoke.

then i wondered, why do people often live for the pretty moments?
the greyish sky with the black river was just as beautiful and serene.
no loud popping sound, nor the colourful skyflowers,
but the scene itself was calming and beautiful in its own way.

sometimes the best thing in life is the residue of what seems the best.

My new-found interest

la di da di da
after 2 weeks, finally it's time for a breather.
reports, presentations and quizzzzzzzzz had been up one after another.

oh! recently, i found interest in stonning.
just sit at a corner and look at things pass me by, even if when im out with my friends, this new-found friend of my often stop by.

stone!

BUZZ OFF!!

stupid fly, buzzing irritatingly as i lie.
you stink like the bin, i turned and you wink.
you fly with that buzz, i rejected n u make such a fuss.
you call all day, "STOP CALLING!", I pray.
my mood so damp, i saw you and i went "DAMN!"

Sniff Sniff

i stood at the window looking at the grey clouds inching closer every seconds,
the extremely strong gust of wind just swept into my house through the window.
fallen leaves and plastic bags danced in the wind.
they travelled over distance and landed in my hse.
i did not bother to stop them from intruding.
i stood by the window and enjoyed as the rain unleashed on me.

and now, i got the product of such experience- Flu!