Balance

i believe theres a balance in everything that happens.
its like the open of one window closes the other.
like give and take ; gaining from what you've lost.

but where is the balance?
(i believe in my previous posts, this is a question that i have been trying to ans, but i can never place my finger on the balance point)

my friend once said "when you think that everything in your life is going perfectly smooth, then you are just overlooking something that is going very wrong" (i kinda like the way the sentence is phrased. )

i cannot agree more to the statement above.

why is it wrong for something to go perfectly smooth for once?

why is it that reality can never be part of any fairytale?

why is it that when you are truely happy, you realise that what you've been seeing is just another smoke screen?





why cant some mindless fairytale be part of the cruel reality?

Escapist

In life, many prefer to live in their own denial..
it might not be a wise choce, but some may prefer to avoid certain confrontations by their thoughts..

whats so wrong about making yourself happy by not thinking about such things right?

on one hand, it reduces the chances of being sad now
but on the other hand, it increases the chances of being hurt even more later.

So it all boils down to weighing ones priorities?

but sometimes when listing out all factors of concern, they all seem to point to the outcome which one is not in favour of. so, do i still have to put on the brave front and face the reality? cant i take a rain check? how bout make a later appointment?

why do people wanna avoid reality?



because living in their own fairytale is way colourful than in reality

gone Gone GONE!!!


arrgghhhhhh...............
after surviving for 3 and half years, my beloved laptop CRASHED!!!

its DEAD!!! arrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

everything's gone GONE GONE!!!! all GONE!!!
BAH.................

no more pictures.. no more music... no more documents... no more videos...


im one sad person..








well, on a brighter note, its a new start... Its all about positive thinking man...

Nothing is Really Something

i guess i really havent been updating for a long time...
What have i been doing??

yea... this is something that i guess many have wondered..
unknowingly, i have spent 6 weeks (well, i think more than that) doing NOTHING.
nothing productive... NOTHING!
it's pretty scary isnt it...

well, Nothing is really something...
ok.. i cant possibly be doing NOTHING in the past 6 weeks rite?
alright.. to make it sound less scary..

doing nothing includes reading, lazing, practicing piano, a little of packing, shopping, going swimming/ tanning, going to Pulau Ubin to cycle, going for movies, trying to make some dishes/ edible food, celebrating my birthday (hehehe), clubbing, etc..

see, nothing is really nothing...

want some pictures?? okie! ;)

thats me celebrating my bday on Singapore River.. followed by a madnight of PARTYING.. see the ABSOLUTE PEACH in the background? yea.. that caused someone to be sent back home.. hahahahaha.. im not saying who..

and doing nothing also includes doing up a Bean Bag! YIPPIE!! i've got a bean bag at home.. muaahhaha.. in the comfort of my own room... see how we are fighting with the styrofaom beans.. hah!

Shopping at Raffles City.. this House decor shop.. really like this picture.. it is named the Cocoon by the Great One .. hah!

been eating and shisha-ing..

despite being a glut i still go trekking and cycling okie! that's Pulau Ubin u see down there.. really nice ya.. hehe .. great weather (well, not really, it rained actually.. ) , great terrain, great company... its GREAT!

seee... so doing nothing really isnt doing nothing..