CAMBODIA aka KUMPUCHA 11 apr 2005 - 1 may 2005 yay! im finally blogging abt my cambodia trip! i wanted to mail a postcard back, but the posting system didnt seem reliable.. so the idea was abolished... basically lots had happened in the trip.. but no worries.. im back in a piece! haha.. it was really experiential and it definitely is an eye-opener for me! events such as... - waking up in 530 in the morning and realise that the sky is already as bright as 730 in spore and people haf started their transactions and bargainings ringing in the atmosphere. - glenn n i took the tuk tuk (which is juz a motorbike) and we were amazed the first time we rode it and it cld fit 3! but trust me, ive seen more than 4 on the motorbike when we were in Cambodia! oh.. n we almost got into an accident.. the driver immediately stepped on his brake and screeched, then the engine cldnt start! - the mekong river which is a freshwater river has dolphins staying in it! i caught a few glimpse of it, and they look so adorable! i was excited! the time spent waiting for the dolphins was marvellous... the serenity so beautiful and calming! - travelling on a pick up with 22 person and their backpacks excluding the driver and a translator, on bumpy roads and irritating people is definitely something that u might not even get to experience! oh.. n my cap flew away! the night travelling part is the best! the stars filled the sky with the moonlight shining at us! this is something that i think i'll never get to experience again! i love the ride from Kratie to Banlung! i'll miss the times when my butt is hardly on the seat, and half the time im squatting while danial was kneeling to me, when dowell was hugging tightly to Sum, when Julius is knocking off on top of the compartment of the pick-up, when norisa, amelia, chris and liz was singing, and farhan complaining that only 1/3 of his ass is on the seat.. something that i definitely wanna keep in my memories! - visiting villages and waterfalls which are magnificent! especially the "dangerous" one as one of the IYDP student's fren got sucked in it! getting down to the waterfall was already like rock climbing.. and in order to get from the front to the end of the waterfall, u haf to move like a spiderman.. with all fours checking out different rocks to step on! but the sight of it was BEAUTIFUL! - swimming in a lake.. not juz any lake, but the Yak Lom Lake.. i want to swim in the Yak Lom Lake, the Yak Lom Lake, the Yak Lom Lake... later, like the 2nd last day in Banlung, den i realise that the Yak Lom Lake is actually part of a Volcano... so i cld be a boiled goose anytime! and the bees there are fierce sial! i got stung 3 times! - falling off the pick up like a jackfruit (quote unqoute farhannah) and landed with a Panda! - passing through this village where kids threw water on us, as it was some festival.. it was the 3rd day of Khmer New Year.. - rode a bike myself.. but still unclear bout the gear thingy.. but nevermind.. cos i've rode the bike! - getting involve in a motorbike accident n i was the pillon (no worries.. i only had a lil scratch).. Dowell was being nice and wanted to send us to the market. Chris took Amelia and Norisa while i was with Dowell.. we left our hse, n passed the wooden planks which were covering the drain.. we had to go on a higher speed in order to go pass the wooden thing.. but the bike did not turn juz in time, so it went over to the lane for bikes of another directions... although there wasnt any markings, the people there had mutual understanding that that;s how the traffic works! ok.. so den, we bike almost crashed into another bike coming towards us.. dowell had scratches on his hands and arms and knee... OUCH! and i, i had a lil scratch on my feet... *gasp* - waking up early in the morning before 6 to go to the market for breakfast- chicken rice, laksa lookalike stuff, mutton curry, porridge with fried bee hoon.... and never fail to get Cafe tenako tekok everyday! -highlighted my hair! for US$2! and manicure was US$0.25.. in spore, when the highlight ur hair, they use aluminium foil.. here, they use blag trash bags and fold that section and secure it with bobby pins and when they remove the trash bag, they only wash that section of the hair! - celebrating bday overseas is totally different from celebrating it at home or locally... and my fellow group mates as well as teachers were so sweet... they bought 19 small cup cakes and on top of each, there were candles! aww... - going out for a drink at the end of each day aft translating for the whole day... oh.. and rice wine which was later known as wice rine.. hee... it's really strong apparantly.. i could feel my cheeks burning aft they refilled the thingy with 3 cups of water.. - one of the nights, we had debrief on the run way of Banlung Airport.. it was fantastic.. the stars and all.. lotsa uninvited guests thou.. the kids.... lotsa them... n we had our dinner on the run way.. as soon as the kids FINALLY left, we had to leave too,, but it's really amazing. - ANGKOR WAT! the most amazing architecutre i've ever seen.... simply wonderful.. it's one of the major temples around.. and there are other which is smaller in size, but still MAGNIFICENT! and theres this temple- Ta Prohm.. the monuments had trees growing on them.. and the roots are GIGANTIC.. and im not exaggerating a single bit. - visiting the rubbish dump where the rubbish of the Phnom Penh people are being discarded! and people actually do live there. they collect the unwanted materials for a living and they even have food stall there! and the rubbish dump measures 5km x 7km - spent the most amazing 2 nights in Phnom Pehn in Royal Highness Hotel... had great chats with my bung som lan- the most precious thing that ive gained from this trip.. hope that we can all return to Banlung together!

i think im in love... *gasp* im sorry to peeps who thinks that im gushing too much... but thats wad im suppose to do now, and not wait till the honeymoon period past n sigh! so ya... oh my... everything seemed to magical.. n im actually HAPPY!! very elated in fact.. the happiness that comes out from the inner part of my heart! n the bad side that comes along with the happiness around me is the attachment of my emotions! thats bad.. but wads good to know is that my emotions toward some other creature out there is bring reciprocated! yay!! getting sleepy... more up later! nite

small yet powerful.. the 3 small words are juz simply amazing.. i dun remember when was the last time i heard someone telling me- i love you, and i was overwhelmed by it.. i was smiling to myself in the lift as i was reaching home.. n i feel that im falling deeper.. something which i wish i could control but i simply cant.. (at this point of time, i juz realise that my bung som lan- which means darling in Khmer- Julius is reading this, or he could be reading this.. due to some weird connections that i'll elaborate it the next time) ya.. i was saying.. falling deeper... im juz afraid that i'll be scarred again.. u know, like getting too deep into something which turn out to be very shallow.. u know, like too serious too soon... but on the good side... at least im falling deeper.. hehe... oh ya.. hey peeps! im back from Cambodia... really love it.. nice place.. more elaborating of that next time... rite now, juz let me gush! hah!

CAMBODIA!! here i come!!! okie... i'll be heading for the airport in 3 hrs time... juz finished packing and settling some stuff.. by 845, im outta Singapore! and i'll be in Cambodia for the next 3 weeks.. i'll miss u people... and this blog will be officially dead for 3 weeks.. anyway.. i'll be back on 1st may.. really excited abt spending my bday overseas.... hehehe... bye people.. love ya loads! MUACKS!

06 April 2005 Girlfriend night.. [typed ALOT but blogger is Fucked UP!! so everything will be in point form... :( ] went to nims hse n shes not ard.. DRESS UP!! always the best part of the night.. plus pictures time budget clubbing trip.. took bus and had prata.. went for more drinks in cheekys and nim's body is rejectin alcohol went club hopping.. and had to hide cups! went to CU, Coco Latte, Rush and past by Double O Cheekys is still the best,, went to find club.. and stayed there for the rest of the night.. most of the time spent on podium.. was eyeing on this guy who cld really dance,, the whole night trying to run away from Rico get to know this Nigarian girl or is she indian? i forgot.. but she cld really shake her booty and did her thang.. den was on the podium.. and get to know this Chinese Girl.. jumped while asking for Mundian To Bach Ke Rehi it was played so nim n i went up the podium.. and she said that her top fell off.. went back to the wall area and know a bunch of Cheena kuay gers.. continued dancing.. and at a point was resting on the podium looking at that guy do his thang... they can really dance man.. n 1 of them is the 1 i was eyeing.. i was trying to learn some moves from his fren n i forgot how, in the end we ended up dancing.. and apparantly he's a swiss thai.. i think thats all?? but all in all.. does clubbing guys last? i dun think so............

02 April 2005 7-years-of-friendship Night. went to cheekys to quench our desire... it was pretty early when char n i reach there.. wheres that CJ bitch (now aka in-du-ren bitch) ??? she's in KL while char n i were here having a hell lot of fun.. ~im good im good without you..... ~ it was pretty early when char n i got a lil tipsy.. like er.. ard 11 plus.. that night, vodka fruit punch became my favorite!! (it;s really nice.. u haf to try it!) we both took our drinks and sat at the podium- FIRST CLASS SEAT, happily seeping our drinks while looking at a gang of indians n nigarians battling out at the song- User Yeah.. it was 0024 that night... i took note of it.. before that, the dance floor was EMPTY! we went to the bar to get somemore drinks.. and saw this cute guy in a turban- Dave. so we were like.. do u know nimrta.. apparantly he knows... i think it;s the in-du-ren thing.. it was his fren- Mo's birthday.. and they opened a bottle of jin bean.. oh.. and Ray invited Char n i to join them for their after-work party at Desire.. some club at Boat Quay area.. n we sensed something fishy.. so we din really agreed... so back to the night... Dave invited us over to drink... i introduced char as the PAANJABEE.. haha.. nad how she was said to haf raised her hands in the bhangrah night when the DJ went "all punjabis in the house, put ur hands in the air!! " haaha.. den later dave n i was saying that we shd battle to a Mundian to Bach Kerei *spell* HAHAH!! den he poured me Jin Bean on the rocks, i poured it down my throat thou it was burning!! he was like "yea!! now u r a punjabi! " hahahaha.. i was like.. wadever.. den we continued to stand ard.. went out for a breather.. and faddy came... cos it was char's bday.. and we took pics that char had no memories of.. den dave came n say... " i tah u beer! if u lose, u haf to dance with me.. " i was like... ok.. since im thirsty.. haha.. so we went back into the bar and asked for 2 pints of beer... so i was like telling myself.. it's juz water.. drink it like how i drink water... obviously, he outdrank me.. duh! he;s a PUNJABI!! so we danced.. lots of them not remembered.. n later, when Mundian to Bach Kerei was on, Dave wasnt ard... i had to enjoy the music myself.. so den... Jonathan- char's fren- and Ron came... they refused to go to Cheekys.. and at this point, Char was really hyper.. she juz grabbed my hands, pulled me and dashed across the road.. TWICE!! dave had to go all the way across the road to get me back.. it was really hilarious! den we went to UE sq.. cos i had to withdraw $$ and wasted quite alot of time there.. and went to the toilet.. and my phone slipped of my hands n dropped into the toilet bowl! n it stopped working!! sob... so den... thats when the all-so-favorite line of char came out that night.. Dave wanted to haf some time alone with me.. jon n ron are being asses n do not want to go to Cheekys, but wants Coco Latte instead.. n Char wanted to go with them.. n i dun really wanna go to Coco latte, since i've alrdy paid for Cheekys... Char was like.. you are coming with me! i was like, i can go with Dave and i can look for u later.. and she was like... " 7-years-of-friendship.. u think abt it!" so i was like.. erm.. ok... "Dave.. i have to go... bla bla bla,,," so we went to Coco Latte.. the guys paid for us and i met Charles and Ben there.. i happily went onto the Podium n asked ben n charles up.. i think i kinda grinded Charles.. haha! juz a lil.. n when i was on the podium, someone squeezed my ass.. but charles was standing behind me, so i punched him.. but it turned out to be ron.... and Char n i happily made out (with tongues) and danced lesbian-y on the podium... n the frens thout i was weird.. but who cares... den aft that, ron, jon, char n i went to some place la... which i dun even remember why.. i think its cos we were trying to go to Desire. which in the end we did not... cos somethingS happened.. den later as the day breaks, we ended up in Liang Court.. and some Ang Mo came and asked us how to go to the traveller's inn or sth.. he looks spastic and jon was totally beig a bitch to him.. haha... anyway... it's all about the 7-yr-of-friendship.. and things that happened further enhanced and strengthened the 7-yrs-of-friendship.... and this friendship with the white, mashmallow-y charlotte-y has been 7 years n counting n counting n counting n counting n counting

yay! surprise bday cake during the class chalet!!! it was so nice of them... thanx TB03!! touched.. moved... a moment that i forgot the unhappiness..... :D

its the EXAMS period.. n guess wad?! im still surfing the net. chatting on msn.. playing solitaire.. runnning ard my hse.. BLOGGING.......... shouldnt i be studying instead? n im feeling so bah!!! CONCENTRATE!!! someone please gimmi some concentration pills!!! BAH!!!!!

are connections illusions? im phobia to connections just as im phobia to antibiotics. im scared. i dunno if it is real. it feels so good. yet the moment when i think that it is an illusion, everything transformed from a planet of colours into black and white. from my world of fairytales to the cruel reality from feeling so spoiled, pampered and baby i feel that im living in a world of lies, deceptions and dishonesty. from feeling so special, the one n only, to feeling so superficial, shallow and on the surface. from feeling loved, to feeling hurt. from feeling so precious and treasured, to feeling like a dirt and whore. i wish it is real. but i've learnt to take things with a pinch of salt. so.. are connections illusions?

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Busy BIRTHDAYS Weekend!! Firstly, thanx NIMZIE!! for changing my blogskin... Muacks~ secondly, NEXT WEEK IS ME EXAMS!!! and im still playing.............. arrrgh... yesterday was sandy's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! love ya!! Smucks! so we had lunch together at the Crystal Jade!! Yummy!!! in the eveing was nimzie's surprise bday chalet! so i went to show face la... hahaha... n my SWEET parents came n pick me up... thirdly, this morning i went for INJECTIONS!!! arrrrrrrh............... scared! flu jab and typhroid... the price i pay for Cambodia trip... and later of the day, i went to glenn's hse for his BDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHADAY GLENNY (aka chicken)! so we ate n ate n ate!! alot!!!!!! his parents are so HIP and his sista is SO cute!!! and guess wad we did afta food? CORRECT!! it was clubbing time!!! so naughty rite?? EXAMS are like next week and im still clubbing!!! TSK TSK TSK!!!! it was fun thou.. left damn early... but wadever... it was fun!! THANX PEEPS FOR THE MARVELOUS WEEKEND (b4 my fears arrive! *gulp*)..

im so sad....... my Pig and Bacon is GONE!!! sob sob sob............ ^ . . ^my piggy.................................................................................................... (_@_)mebbe its god's sign that i shd change my blogskin... sobz.....sign that i shd change my blogskin... sobz.....

after so long.... hey hey hey!!! i know u miss me... oh... juz say you do... i know u guys miss me to bits cos u havent hear from me bout my life for like... erm... more than a wk?? it was quite a crappy-fun evening.... right after out revision tutorial ended at 645, sera n i left for zouk- some NTU party.. they were giving out free tix at NP last friday.. so i thout juz go for a drink... cos feel like drinking... and the tix said "1 standard drink coupon" exact words!! so then sera n i went.. thinking of chill alil and drink alil... so we went with our t-shirt and jeans and big school bag... sera wore havanas flip flops.. and i wore a cheapo looking slip- ons... i was totally not in my clubbing gear.... no a tint of make up... and not a single piece of jewel.. we queued to get in zouk, cos there were others as cheapo as a chicken... (my teacher, Koh aka KPT said that singaporeans are reincarnation of chicken... cos we've got chicken courage to go on strikes and when we go to places like bangkok, we'll start to speak in the chicken language -cheap cheap cheap- haha i thout it was quite funny) anyway... so we went in.. changed for a drink coupon.. thinking of getting a drink and leave la... so den we went into zouk itself and saw some other frens.. then they were like "do u know wads printed on the flip side of the coupon?? it says for NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK!!!" both of us went... WAD???! and our mood were dampened!! in the end, sera ordered a coke and i had a mocktail... we left as soon as we finished the drink... went for dinner and took a cab down to Cheekys.. cos i really needed to drink.... so i went to cheeky without my clubbing gear... for a moment, Max, Ray and Rico cldnt recognise me... i was like.. Hi!! they were like squinting... hahaha... so, the major qn... Why must we dress sluttily when we go clubbing?? i think.. it's because of the Social conformity.. like how pple in that social setting dresses like that, and that we shd be wearing stuff like that... next, personally, i think Clubbing is a Slutty activity.. so pple have to dress to the occassion!! lastly, peeps in a club socialises.. people will love to experience Social Approval.. this happens when one is positively evaluated by others, and their self esteem increases. people in the club are superficial.. so they will often judge based on your physical appearance.. therefore pple dress more flamboyant to attract more attention, and pple will approach and thus self esteem increases... by the virtue of principles mentioned above, people dress sluttily for a reason!! and she might not be a slut. all the above comments are personal views!! hope u enjoyed the lil analysis above...

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suddenly, the bus became so interesting and the floor became so eye- catching

u came i gleed u left i plead we talked u probed mystery resolved

FunnyDecentBlingBlingLost Nite... dress up took cab down enter the club got 1st round of drinks from pink face sista - nim's cheapo hkg bling bling dropped- 2nd round was paid for -damn cool la.. like some movie thingy wherebt the lady's dinner was paid for or sth... haha.. illusion- 3rd round on the pink faced sista again bryan n paul came along.. one had char n one had nim and i was sitting around n went out the club saw pink face sista on the other side of the club n went over but got stuck in the middle of the rd talked to pink face sista bout work diana came nim drunk n puked, char ran to get tissue and i ran to get water dump her in the cab, had some arguements about where to stop n left ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the later part of the nite, the sequence might not be rite, and alot of things are missed out......... char with bryan n i was having fun being alone some cute malay guy came n said his fren- fadil was interested- i asked fadil to come to me himself n later, fadil said i look like malay --> cheesie pick up line dunno how i ended up with a decent north indian guy... Holiday Inn played, n i hopped onto the podium... a few Mr Xs came along left hp with Ray n he thout i asked for his number... he juz happily keyed in his number.. Bouncer Paul wasnt bouncing.. but he was around.. n i kinda remembered that he lifted me up.. i think it was because i sneaked into mystique... hahaha.. there was a fight forgot left for char's hse... puked home

Harry's Bar Housepour Spiritz- $12 (one-for-one) Housepour Wine- $12 (one-for-one) Lychee Martini- $12 Bombaytini- $11 Sex on the Beach- $10 Malibu Pineapple- $11 Never drown your sorrow in alcohol. esp for pple who dun give a shit. anyway.. im gg to Cambodia. then, some Orstritch aka cowards can hide from me forever. are u thinking why is tt coward hiding?? i have no fucking idea.

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somethings for guys to note: u dun haf to make a whole big hoo haa to put a smile on ur girl's face.. small things like putting ur arms behind her chair will make her giggle inside and giving a nice small peck on the neck while hugging will make her feel all so fizzy fuzzy... juz some small things to note..

i wasted a precious weekend.. it was online online and online.. i think it's the wireless network that my dad installed.. now i can access internet from my room perfectly well.. no need to steal my neighbour's. but now i'm so glued to my laptop.. mebbe with other reasons too... *giggle* but wadever it is.. im so glued to my laptop.. someone pls help me detach me from my laptop.... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thout of the day: ' guys think too highly of themselves- but it's this kind of things that brings laughter to ur mundane life. '

YAY!!! my dad agreed to let me go.... the next barrier is the interview.. i hope i'll get thru tt.. going to Cambodia deep into the northern part- Ban Lung.. this time, it aint those house/ school building trip.. this trip, is to study the cultures of this tribe which aint affected by the Globalization. (at least tt's wad the teacher said) so we're going there to learn about their cultures, musical talents, legends & myths, and try to translate their transcribe into English Language.. this is also one of those big activity.. a book n video will be published aft the trip (or so i was told) it'll take us 3 days to travel from where out flight lands to Ban Lung( the small village where the research begins) so we'll travel over land and water to reach Ban Lung from Phnom Penh. these travellings will not be pre booked... so it'll be immediate purchases.. it sounds so rugged rite?! we'll pass by the Mekong River too. the only thing that i hesitate is..... i have to take 4 different types of vaccinations before leaving for Cambodia.... i feel so excited!!!! i feels that recently, good things are happening on me... hahaha... *touch wood* hope it'll remain like that!!! ~big wide grin~

BAN LUNG!!! i cant wait to go!!! i wish my dad will allow me to go....... daddy........ it's on the 11 apr and it'll last 3 WEEKS!!! yes... WEEKS!!!!!! it's one of the big big thing that's gonna happen in my sch life!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go......................... cambodia... here i come!! WEE......

13 Feb: my friend: tmr im going for dinner with him me: Whao!! ~whistles~ my friend: but have to wait for him cause have to do project. me: oh... u can stay with me... cos im doing proj too.. I totally forgot that it's Valentine's Day the next day!!!! my friend: shows me the present for him.... me: eh.. very nice ar... expensive rite cos now is ...... Valentine's Day period!! me: You're going out with him tmr cos it's Valentine's Day!! i cant believe i actually forgot that it is Valentine's Day!! n i did not whine for not having anyone to celebrate with me!! amazing~~

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wad do u think of my previous post? was it stupid?

wanna know the stooooopidest part??

i wrote it on a piece of paper b4 posting it, n i left the paper on my study room's table!!!

it's like the common room for everyone...

so i think everyone saw it!!!!!

STOOOOOOOPID!!!

in life, people come and go..
some of them leave beautiful prints,
some of them leave scars...

how to determine who should stay and who should go?
or rather, how to identify who will stay and who will leave?

in no more than 2 weeks, it's Valentines Day again...
seeing couples hand in hand, my green eye monster emerged
i wish i'll have someone with me too

BUT...

does dream comes true?

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22 Jan 2005 The Girlies First Clubbing Night of the Year 2005 it was finally the night that we long anticipated... or at least i was anticipating.. finally a cure to our Cheekys-Withdrawal Syndrome. i slipped on my newly bought clubbing top.. it was chic.. it's like this black swishy skirt that i always love and a black halter with a diamond stud brooch.. my hair was done in mane of curls, which i later tied them into a curly bun.. nimzie was in her MANGO top which was totally SCREAMING for attention.. with this short blue coudroy skirt which totally flare her LONG LEGS!! char was in her pink low cut top which shows her creamy-skinned boobs.. with a white skirt.. underneath was a cute undie with nice ribbons.. and she decided to have her hair plaited, but she removed them later.. so we were dressing up.. dressing up always seems to be the best part of a clubbing trip!! if anyone ask why do u enjoy clubbing? i would say i love to dress up with my girlies!! hehehe we reached Cheekys pretty early that night.. and once again, we couldn't stop right in front of Cheekys.. surprisingly we only paid 10 bucks... but there wasnt any complimentary drinks.. so actually it's about the same.. Ray was looking so fine.. and his brother was there.. he was so excited to introduce him to us... haha.. he was playing with rays of fire that night.. awww.... so cute..... Max was cute.. winked and made us unknown drinks.. the New guy.. getting Cheekier as the week goes by.. mebbe thats why he works for Cheekys.. hahaha the Promoted Guy.. always cracks us up whenever we sees him... Rico came in later part of the night.. he was wearing a weird pants and a funny looking shoes.. according to char, he has got smooth skin- he goes for body scrub twice a month. and he is involve in some man hunt thingy.... hahahahahahah... Paul was still as big as ever... always hanging around and looking so tall and scary... and guess wad?!?! he is taking part in SEA GAMES for Weight Lifting.... hahahahaha i had my fair share of fun... hahaha... i even got grinded by 2 guys at the same time... actually, that didn't feel too bad... hehe... den there was this guy in the Red Bull Shirt.. he was cute.... but sweaty.. and Jeremy... YUCKS!! overall.. it was fun.. at least i thought it was.. oh... and we witnessed a fight.. not exactly witnessed.. but we saw this guy with a punched nose and tattered top... *ouch!* and the bouncers of various clubs gathered at one place together... eventful night!

Ka- Ching.. man.. i had a great times with nimzie n pooja shopping This Fashion........... never thought i was a This Fashion person.. the last time i actually shopped and bought something from This Fashion was like erm... ages... say sec 2.. i bought this ULTIMATE clubbing top.. only $16!! Ka- Ching... real good deal.. i mean the top is really nice, that u go and tell pple that u bought from Mango or Zara they'll actually believe u.. and i saw this dress.... like OMG!! NICE!!! opnly $19.. it;s really nice.. one of those that Topshop used to sell for $70 or above!! Ka- Ching... nim and i came to a conlusion: This Fashion is a good place to buy clubbing clothes or those clothes that u know u will only wear it once or twice...

contradicting..... sometimes i so yearn to have a boyfriend.. but sometimes, i'm glad that im single too... yea.. getting into a relationship is sometimes the happiest thing in ur life.. however, it is also one of the saddest part of ur life.. especially the seperating moments. it's been like erm.... 1 yr and 2 mths that i've been single... i miss cuddling with the one that u love and knows that ur love has been reciprocate.. the feeling is totally different from getting a booty call from someone u hardly love.. however, seeing couples fighting ensures me that staying single is one of the best choices. it's heart broken to fight with someone.. needless to say the hurt amounting in oneself when he/she quarrels with their love ones.. but i still believe that being in a relationship means being loved and getting hurt.. n i believe that the blissful times are much more than the sorrow moments.. so dear friends.. whoever u are.. if u are suffering in a relationship now, hang on to it.. unless u think it's REALLY THE END.. your rainbow will come shortly and soon u will find the gold pot at the end of the rainbow..

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the previous entry was posted by THICK SKINNED NIMZIE!! anyway.. hello to everyone tuning in right now.. thank you for being such loyal fans constantly reminding me that it;s time to update my blog. today, we will be discussing about the topic- mentality... different people have different mindset and mentality. some people are open-minded, while some are narrow- minded.. under the category of narrow- minded, there are different sub-groups. some juz dun care, some people try to understand n some judge! those people who judges are often judgmental- judge people by only listening to others of how he/she behaves rather than knowing him/her personally.. among these people, most of them have thoughts of their own, that's why they judge people.. there are also minority amongst these people who are full of judgements, but do not know/ have any common knowledge.. i've got a friend... she is EXTREMELY judgemental.. she's one of those that thinks that going clubbing is stepping into a sinful room.. however, her general knowledge is very LIMITED!! she thout that CANADA is in ASIA!!! OMG!!! and she thinks that TEXTILES are TILES!! like floor tiles.. besides, she does not have a mind of her own.. she is so dependent that she cannot recognize the way to move around in school... in conclusion, this world is filled with people of different types, categories, etc...

i am kah yan i am so pretty! i love nimrta! she's even prettier! why are they playing cina kuei songs? hmm........ y do i care? la di da di da! oh man i cannot get over the fact that my babe, NIMRTA KAUR SANDHU is like sooooooooooooooooooooo pretty!!!! *sigh* whiney whiney whiney... pigggyyy piggggyy love you guys! but i love nimrta!! bcoz im an intellectual bimbo. kekeke! business rules! bubye.....

It's one of those days..

You know.. one of those days whereby you wish someone is juz right next to you to listen to all your whines and sorrows.. it’s one of those times that u REALLY, truly feel like being attached.. it's one of those periods that you want to know someone appreciates you and reciprocates your love..

That aside.. I had a fun time exploring Serangoon Road.. I accompanied my fren to this salon to do threading.. it was so painful, she had tears in her rim.. it was fast! Like FAST!! Everything was tidied and neat in no more than 5 mins.. aft threading, we walked to tekka market and had some yummy food.. as we strolled down to the market, there are shops displaying langa and sari and everything.. it was so nice!! The langa was gorgeous! Esp this specific one with long skirt that starts at the hips, with pink sequins and a small tube top to finish off with.. it was FABULOUS!! It's like SO nice.. I'll buy that for nim's or deva's wedding.. haha.. that means I haf to work out now..

So I had chesse prata while deva and fad had bryani and chicken and fish respectively.. as we left the market to tekka mall, we passed by this fortune teller stall.. it was like $2, so I thout juz give it a try.. haha.. so the fortune teller asked for my name and told his parrot to pick a card on the tables as he repeated my name.. deva was next to me constantly reminding me that wadever happens will be crap.. it was so nice of her.. just in case I get something bad.. but the card wasn't that bad.. it said sth like my business will prosperous.. but I do not haf any.. den it says that I’ll be having a wedding in the family soon.. which was true.. my cousin is going for ROM on 11 Jan.. it says my bad star has disappear.. I hope that’s true too.. haha..

Den we went to walked around tekka mall.. it was exciting.. cos I haven't been there.. den we went to this lil place across tekka market.. they sell a lot of barang barang.. I bought a bracelet for $3.. but I really love it!!if you’re feeling rich, you shld really shop there.. the stuff there are really nice.. the belt thingy and the bangles and all..

NEW PLACE TO SHOP!

As soon as I got familiarize with writing dates with "2004", it is coming to an end.. 2005 approached and I couldnt be more than delighted.. 2004 Has been fabulous.. it couldnt have been better.. maybe thats why pple say that being 18 is a great time.. I learnt a lot.. be it educational aspect or in life.. thru nice ways, hard work and thru the HARD ways.. n I mean really hard.. like a knock in the head that you will always remember. I played a lot.. took up a CCA in sch.. been clubbing like an owl.. been shopping like a rich tai tai.. been bladding with my daddy.. been tanning till I achieve the colour of charcoal.. been for the DNA camp at genting which I had a lot of fun!!! I have 2 great Bs.. haha.. yea.. my girlies.. not forgetting pple like san, rach, etc... I became a regular of Cheekys.. or at least I think.. from crashing with stomach filled with butterflies to entering without being checked to sneaking out, trying not to get caught.. from zouk - wow to zouk- BAH! From 1 or 2 shots to 5 shots down at a time.. from sober to drunk (fateful nite).. from Jason to (hmm.. who was the last one??) sam?? Christian?? Faddy?? Gin?? Zach?? rico (yucks)?? Faren?? Suhairi?? Maz?? Ray ( so cute!)?? I have been single of the whole of 2004.. I think that is a great achievement. Dun u think so?? But l quite a handful of dates around to spice up life.. 2004 consist of a confession.. it also taught me that even the one that seems the most reliable will lose faith.. At the very end of it, 2004 made me realize that I am very fortunate.. it made me realize that without Sumatra island, we would be a sunken city.. it made me realize that I'm taking my life for granted.. it made me realize that what goes around comes around- if you do not protect the nature, keeps dumping in pollution, what u get in return will be a great disaster that no one foresees.. it made me realize that the rich will remain rich, while the poor (Bangladesh, Indonesia..) will remain poor.. it made me realize that I actually DO care for what is going on around me.. In conclusion, I love my 2004!! This is one of those memorable years whereby I will remember that I sneaked out, worked hard and got touched.. 2005, I hope you will be kind to me..

i miss having a boyfriend..

as of today.. it's been 1yr ++ that i've been single.. and guess who i found to be attached.. Yao Sheng.. (i hope he doesnt have the link to my blog.. or i'll be sooooooo damn embarrassed!).. why is it that i havent been attached aft so long? m i ugly or am i demanding or am i not understanding?? probably all of the above.. but anyhow..

aft seeing so many pple suffering in relationships, i dont think i really miss having a relationship.. i guess i juz miss the cuddlings and the sweet nothings and the whinings..

before this post i wrote alot.. but this thing is damn fucked up! i juz deleted almost everything and i forgot most of it.. BAH!

Russian Beach Day!! sentosa was FABULOUS!! anotha chance to make good use of my Islander Card... hehe.. i went with the nimrta-ish girlie.. today was a dres down n look bla day.. but surprising enuff, guys were checking us out like nobody's business!! it was a very fun, girly, lesbiany day.. it was pure clean fun n exciting.. den we met this Russian guy.. he was so geeky n cute.. he cldn't speak english well, but we managed to understand each other and had an interesting conversation about his music.. apparantly he plays the voilin in the Russia National Orchestra... i was like there trying to look good n all.. his frens r more gorgeous.. hehe.. *drool* in the end we still exchanged emails.. haha we took tonnes of pics!! like 70 i think.. haha.. it's BEAUTIFUL!!! hehehehehe........

nipple-less ZOUKOUT nite! yep!! i went to zoukout!! it was really D party!! it was fun.. pure clean fun.. nim n i created our own fun.. like pple watching or not.. how shd we make our way to get drinks..... the guys there was WOO HOO!! like shirts off n panties dropping.. haha.. their bod is can DIE for!! plus.. they're all so CUTE.. it's like an all-cute-guys area.. aft a few hrs, we went to Cocco Latte.. it's decor is nice but the dance floor is kinda small.. as compared to Cheekys.. but it's comparatively less sleezy.. wanted to return to Zoukout! but was having a fun time with Vim.. hehehe.. but it still turned out blah.. den along came Justin... nice eyes.. fun fun fun nite

probably it's true that wad goes ard comes ard.. i know sometimes i'm such a bitch when i was the customer.. probably tt's y now i haf nasty customers.. I DUN WANNA BE IN SERVICE LINE!

khin's virgin trip so in the end we all went to Cheekys.. i for once was awake the WHOLE ENTIRE nite.. not once tt i got drunk or high or forget anything.. it feels good the next day.. since i can remember almost everything in details esp some yummy kissies.. i wanted to get high as usual.. but my body seems to be rejecting alcohol... everytime i had something in, it felt like coming out.. (oh.. i had on my swish-sy skirt which i juz bought!! i LOVE it!!!) the clubbing trip consist of me, nim, char, khin, harpreet, n later niven n vim... i met sam.. some guy tt i knew from the previous clubbing trip.. we had our lil fun time.. but nth beats the highlight of the night.. it was shocking n surprising.. it happened near the end of the night.. ard 3 plus when we re-enter Cheeky's aft visiting Coco for awhile.. so then khin, niven, vim n i shared a cab from Coco back to Cheekys.. den khin went dancing with niven and i was dancing with vim.. so den the music was HOT!! n we danced closer together.. n was grinding.. n i was sure tt he came closer n nose to nose n later lips to lips n later locks! tt's like the summary.. i can still remember the kiss.. it lasted thru 4 songs.. yea.. tt long.. he was kinda shy.. aft we kissed.. he did not dare to look at me.. haha.. i guess im the more tongue the better person.. n i think he fits the bill.. *giggle giggle* groping a lil.. hugging alot like thru the 4 songs.. i feel weird abt the whole thing.. i mean.. making out with my gd fren's boyfriend's best fren is juz not the rite thing to do.. but wadever it is.. but wadever it is, i had a fabulous time when both of us were in our lil world.. haaaa ~sigh~ vim is Good!! cute. shy. kissable. bla bla bla.... im loving it.. oh.. did i mention bites?? yea both of us return with bite.. but when we left the club, things felt kinda awkward.. or so i thout.. maybe it's juz me... but i cant forget the long kiss which lasted thru 4 songs.. hmmmm~~~ embarrassing stuff tt i reminded myself to blog abt: we went on the podium, n danced madly.. nim brought a pad with her in case.. den she put it in her not so deep back pocket.. so aft the wild dance for 2 mins, her you-know-wad dropped.. none of us knew.. so den we went to dance at somewhere near the podium.. n a guy actually came forward n was like i think u dropped this.. was it embarrassing or was it embarrassing??? hahaha i thout it was quite nice nearing the end of the night..

it feels sucky for being neither here nor there

had some wonderful time with myself today.. i was great feeling the sea breeze -or rather, river-breeze- hitting on ur face.. and in the morning, i was at east coast blading with my daddy.. it made me realise that there's alot of things anyone can do if they set their heart to.. this idea juz sort of crept into my mind.. it's like u can do wadever u wanna do, irregardless of race, age.... but is it beneficial?? early in the morning, sent my bro to camp and me and my dad headed to east coast park.. when we reach there at 830, we saw elderlies coming to the car park to get their cars and head off.. it hit me that these people woke up so early to come to have their daily exercise and continue with the rest of the day.. den as i strolled down to the esplanade.. it made me realise that there's so many people out there doing what they've been doing.. and that if i decided that i shld juz stay in front of my screen for the whole day, i wouldn't haf accomplish ANYTHING! den i went up to the roof terrace where yao sheng and i went once.. which was like so long ago.. anyway.. anyone who juz got out of love, esplanade's roof terrace is not for u.. COS IT'S FILLED UP WITH LOVING COUPLES!! and then u will so feel like punching them in their face and be a green eye monster! so den, aft tt, i proceeded to raffles city Esprit.. looked up for my friend. and we talked.. and there's like an increase in the no. of guys who r classified as jerks.. and there are more pple who are sharing a non-status relationship.. or at least, it's unspoken of.. but any how, I NEED A DATE!! anyone who saw this msg n thinks that u haf someone who wans to date too, pls let me know.. haha.. participants will go thru strict qualifying rounds.. hahahaha.. kidding.. i really saw the difference btw the clubbing life and the morning light.. i prefer the sun.. clubbing is like being in the girl world.. being in the broad day light is the real world aka REALITY.. which always knocks into pple..

THE TEARY NIGHT like the name suggests.. it's full of tears..y?? i also dunno.... we went there (cheekys.. where else??) and tried to enter discretely.. not wanting to bump into rico.. but guess wad?? he's at the door.... n char's trying so hard to hide behind me and act as if she's so busy on the phone.. but still had to talk to him anyway.. got in free thou.. muahaha.. den there was confrontation n stuff.. it feels good to kiss someone who pierced his tongue.. as usual.. there was max, ray, tommy, rico, bla bla bla.. so den the whole thing was, the lousy drinker, aka kahyan.. got drunk la.. poor charlottey had to take care of me.. first i was whining over whether jason is coming anot.. n when he's finally here, i dunno y, i juz din wanna make a move to dance with him.. and stuck-up-chow was there.. oh.. n Singapore Idol fans, i saw leandra.. she had the lime light for a while.. but anyway.. the most embarrassing moment is that when jason was going off, i was tearing!!! i bet he was thinking like wtf!! so i dun think i'll msg him anymore until he forgets everything n msg me.. which i think takes a long time.. anyway.. den jason left.. i got even more drunk.. oh.. n i somehow rmb that i saw the nice malay guy on the faren nite.. he wanted to dance with us la.. but jason was ard.. i din wan him to think that im leaving him for someone else.. sounds weird.. but anyway.. i haf memories of Rico keeps on bringing Char n i to his another club.. n i think i broke a glass there.. n then they make out.. n i was trying to sneak away.. muahahaha.. oh.. n faddy was there too.. my dearest faddy was there!!! haha.. char cldn't take care of me, n we needed a driver.. so faddy was like a PERFECT choice.. anyway.. i dunno y i was so depressed.. n i said i needed to go to esplanade.. so we went to marina park.. the lil park next to esplanade.. in his stylish car.. (oh san, i think his mazda is a RX8.. according to char..) n at marina park, he was trying to be funny AGAIN la.. so i was like y r guys always bla bla bla.. n cried again.. like A-G-A-I-N.. as char wld put it.. so all in all, it was a teary nite.. i hope i dun scare faddy or jason... jason is like THE guy.. i think.. n faddy is like THE car.. hahaha.. so i cant lose them.. muahaha

THE GREAT ESCAPE 2 03 Nov '04 so yea.. it's time for the great escape 2! so it was all the sneaky thing again.. this time was kinda bla.. but anyway.. i will still fill u in.. we met like damn late.. like 1am? n left at 330am?? one of char's fren is cute.. the rest are blah with a capital B! the music was bad.. like i only swayed to the most, 10 R&B songs.. char, we're NOT going to chinablack anymore.. n we met kerrie there.. n it was quite obvious that she had mee fen for dinner.. haha.. so den the rest was juz dancing to boring music and the lights went on, n we left.. so when we reached level 1, and as we walked out, pple kicking, punching.. den some ah beng juz shouted something in hokkien and the girlfriend pulled him away n they left.. den realised someone in the corner got stabbed as we witnessed them fighting.. SOMEONE GOT STABBED *gasps* so i was there kaypo-ing.. den there were ambulance and police and da da da.. den it was time to return.. n the next day, it was so tiring!!! did i mention that the stabbie is cute?? the stabbie's fren is cute too.. den we saw jeremy, kerrie's fren with that ger i forgot her name.. oh.. lynnette.. n char was drooling.. haha.. n tt's bout all i think.. one more thing, i'd rather witness something like this kinda attack at somewhere sleezy like Cheeky Monkey.. this makes cheeky aint no sleezy.. n the music at cheekys is DAMN good!girlies, we're gg there the next time.. n heck reputation!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THE PERFECT WEEKEND 06 Nov '04 it was one of those things which i missed for a long while.. it felt so good to have it back again.. not for ever.. juz to feel it again.. it was really great n perfect.. we snuggled up n watched half of White Chicks and Van Wilder.. it was funny.. the satisfaction did not come from the movies.. it came from the snugglings.. it felt gd to snuggle up.. it juz felt good.. it wasnt all abt making out.. it was abt snuggling up ya know.. u know.. u know.. u know..................... it's wonderful!!

With Halloween upon us, it is worthwhile to remember a few simple rules to help keep this season healthy, happy and SAFE!! Please use these helpful hints this and every year. 1. When it appears that you have killed the monster, NEVER check to see if it's really dead. 2. Never read a book of demon summoning aloud, even as a joke. 3. Do not search the basement, especially if the power has gone out. 4. If your children speak to you in Latin or any other language which they should not know, shoot them immediately. It will save you a lot of grief in the long run. However, it will probably take several rounds to kill them, so be prepared. This also applies to kids who speak with somebody else's voice. 5. When you have the benefit of numbers, NEVER pair off and go alone. 6. As a general rule, don't solve puzzles that open portals to Hell. 7. Never stand in, on, or above a grave, tomb, or crypt. This would apply to any other house of the dead as well. 8. If you're searching for something which caused a loud noise and find out that it's just the cat, GET THE HELL OUT! 9. If appliances start operating by themselves, do not check for short circuits; just get out. 10. Do not take ANYTHING from the dead. 11. If you find a town which looks deserted, there's probably a good reason for it. Don't stop and look around. 12. Don't fool with recombinant DNA technology unless you're sure you know what you're doing. 13. If you're running from the monster, expect to trip or fall down at east twice, more if you are female. Also note that, despite the fact that you are running and the monster is merely shambling along, it's still moving fast enough to catch up with you. 14. If your companions suddenly begin to exhibit uncharacteristic behavior such as hissing, fascination for blood, glowing eyes, increasing hairiness, and so on, kill them immediately. 15. Stay away from certain geographical locations, some of which are listed here: Amityville, Elm Street, Transylvania, Nilbog (you're in trouble if you recognize this one), anywhere in Texas where chainsaws are sold, the Bermuda Triangle, or any small town in Maine. 16. If your car runs out of gas at night on a lonely road, do not go to he nearby deserted-looking house to phone for help. If you think that it is strange you ran out of gas because you thought you had most of a tank, hoot yourself instead. You are going to die anyway, and most likely be eaten. 17. Beware of strangers bearing tools. For example: chainsaws, staple uns, hedge trimmers, electric carving knives, combines, lawnmowers, butane torches, soldering irons, band saws, or any devices made from deceased companions. 18. If you find that your house is built upon a cemetery, now is the time to move in with the in-laws. This also applies to houses that had previous inhabitants who went mad or committed suicide or died in some horrible fashion, or had inhabitants who performed satanic practices. 19. Dress appropriately. When investigating a noise downstairs in an old house, women should not wear a flimsy negligee. And carry a flashlight, not a candle. 20. Do not mention the names of demons around open flames, as these can flare suddenly. Be especially careful of fireplaces in this regard. 21. Do not go looking for witches in the Maryland countryside. HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

nimzie.. trying to look all-so-sophisticated..

char's lacey top with a matching tree-like bottom.. hehe

my sexy outfit.. muahahaha

me n my girlies *winks*

the rockin nite!!!

nim, this is for you.. let me update u with some cool stuff tt happened on the rockin nite of clubbing we had on last sat.. it's one of the wildest, fun-nest, coolest, happening-est nite me n my girlies have ever had!! first, i went to char's place n we started dressing n dolling up... char wore this green lacey top which is like see thru.. with a maroon bra underneath.. with a brown coudroy skirt.. i thout she looked like a tree.. but she'll resemble a christmas tree if she were to wear the red bra which i was thinking of lending her.. as for me, i was wearing this brown, lacey, see through, low cut mango top, which i thout was totally A.W.E.S.O.M.E! with my awesomely looking jeans.. hehe.. den we went to nimzie's place.. she wore this sophisticated looking tube and a super mini blue coudroy skirt which flew all the way back from thailand.. so in her place, we snapped n snapped n snapped.. oh.. n did i mention tt both of us weren't wearing a bra?? hehe.. so anyway.. we headed to cheekys.. yea.. our all-time-favourite.. we took a cab down n char insisted tt we shld stop far away n walk down.. so we did.. when we finally finally finally reached cheekys, Rico was there at the door seemingly waiting for our arrival *giggles*.. so he told the counter lady tt we shld not pay counter lady: " satoo" Rico: " nono.. tiga tiga" so then we gracefully sashay to the counter to get our chops.. den char came n say:"he's getting us a jug" so nim n i happily waited for it.. hehe... when we were sipping away from the jug, Rico came n invited us to the VIP corner.. n may i emphasize the VIP corner!!! like OMG!!! haha.. den we were inside, talking bout how we cant know guys since we are being "closed" up in this little VIP corner.. so then, i was like bored.. n went to the toilet den went to get a drink.. th bartender -whose name is ray- was totally staring down my boobs man.. he made no effort to hide it.. so den.. we went back to our lil cosy corner aka the VIP corner n was juz chilling n stuff.. so Ray, decided to flash a RAY of light at us with a torch.. den we were like giggling n giggling.. den nim n char went to get some other drinks.. this time, i was alone.. and Ray was signaling for me to go over.. so i went over.. n talked.. n a lil of introducing n stuff.. n sth embarrassing happened (i think i forgot to tell u girlies tt day).. the corner thingy is like a platform.. so den when i was talking to him, the chair kinda slipped off the plaatform area.. but all was good.. anyway, den Jason msg to say he wasn't coming!!! *POUT* den we got a lil bored of tt lil cosy corner n decided to shake our asses a lil... so we went to the dance floor.. aft twirling a few rounds, our lil cosy corner got occupied.. wtf!! den the girls came.. sandy, who was wearing this black spag with black skirt.. it wld be nicer if she's a lil more meaty.. hehe.. a lil too skinny.. juz a lil!! im sure u can get back the meat.. dun worry.. den rach, who was wearing this off-shoulder which i thout was very nice.. esp it's in green!! with her hair plaited.. den L, who was wearing a plain-o white spag with jeans.. so den the rest was a more or less clubbing scene.. n i cant really remember... juz rmb tt i drank alot.. oh OH!!! i rmb.. i rmb seeing SU!!! it felt like.. BAH!! char, i thout u said he wldn't wanna come.. or was tt illusion.. it looks kinda blur... anyway.. i rmb tt nite i was always asking pple to go on podium n whenever i was on the podium, i was shamelessly making eye contact with Su.. den we went off the podium n char n i was dancing (where's nim?? she's with her guy- Giri..), den Su came.. deni forgot wad happened.. den char n i was making out in front of him.. i dunno y i did tt.. den he was like.. is tt a sign for me to leave? i was like wadever.. i forgot wad i said.. n he left.. den aft tt i dunno how i know this retro guy.. his name- fraddy.. he was wearing this pink flower shirt.. so i forgot how i knew him too.. think he was standing ard n i was standing ard den we started talking?? something like tt.. think he's some rich farts.. den i think san had to go.. den rach went off.. den char was with this guy- Justin (who is very caring *wink*) den i do not know wad happened.. all i knew was, nim was with Giri, i was with retro guy, Char was with Justin, san n rach had guys too.. n the mystery of L remains unsolved.. so anyway.. oh ya.. i made frens with 2 bouncers- Paul n Tommy.. but i dun care cos Ray is far far far far cuter than any of em.. whatever.. i was late, n the club closed... u think our nite ended?? NO!!! we went to chinablack!! hehehe.. fraddy drives!! *slurps* hehehe.. so, on our way to get his mazda, we went down the stairs n stuff.. i dun really rmb the walk.. but i rmb rolling down the stairs.. talk about being embarrassed.. now i still have bruises.. he drives a very stylish mazda.. char n justin was in the back seat, i was in the front seat n fraddy of cos was driving.. duh?! den we passed by cheekys, only seeing nim n Giri outside.. so we honked at them.. it juz feels so good to be in the front seat of a stylish car n honk at someone on the road.. muahahaha.. anyway.. when we were at lido, the guys all went to withdraw cash.. muahahaha.. they paid for chinablack n bla bla bla... from here, i was kinda KO.. den the next scene i rmb was the prata scene.. prata was nice n we went back to char's hse to slp.. n i have to mention tt char's parents r so nice n warm n stuff to have us over.. thank you uncle and auntie!! tt's abt all i guess.. anything else to add??

oh.. n i wld like to add tt in one point in time, everyone seems to be grabbing n squeezing n "piak-ing" my boobs.. for dunno wad reason.. n theres this point in time in the club, someone juz grabbed my ass n went away.. wad the fuck!

finally went for THE trip with me n my girlies!! hehe... love it!! tireD!! till now haven sleep yet.. anyway.. jason stood up on me.. he din come.. bah!

crying out loud: Cant wait for thumping music to deafen my ears, flashing lights to irritate my sight of gorgeous guys, drown down some awesome shooters, having fun with my girlies... just cant wait to party AGAIN!!!

my next clubbing outfit!!! i juz love the brown mango top so much!!!!

Jason.. ~swoon~ Yup.. tt's rite.. I met Jason juz now.. from like 5 till 630.. we met at furama hotel den went to some coffee shop at peoples park centre for a talk.. it felt gd to meet him outside clubbing.. thou we still talked about clubbing.. but it's a whole different feeling.. like hes not the guy who gropes around in the club.. it juz felt so.. .. .. .. nice.. .. .. .. it was nice talking to him.. like juz seat down n have a long, good talk kinda thing.. its been almost an year that I met him in SOS!! Probably 11 months.. since I met him mid November.. He's one of the guys tt I'll go.. *gasps* its Jason!! N go how how?? *blush blush* u know tt kinda feeling.. anyway.. we were talking bout lotsa things.. first we talked about how you've been n stuff.. n only den I know tt his NS ended.. n he asked about my girlfriends too.. sandy n char.. he juz has this weird ability to remember names.. so then we talked about his weird fren- Ben.. who transformed my white tube into a tube with gray patch.. n I told him about my sneaky escapade.. haha.. then we saw this girl who is so slim with nice, long legs.. she was wearing this SUPER mini skirt made with this SUPER light material and it was like flying around.. it was juz so captivating.. probably juz me.. so I was like.. "woo.. nice legs!" n Jason looked.. we had fun analyzing the legs n the skirt which will show everything if a light breeze visits. Then we talked about my plans aft diploma.. degree?? Work?? Not sure.. he said that I cant be their accountant- not like I'm good in accounts- after my diploma.. which I think was juz a joke.. he's currently working in a dot com company who does sth similar as the credit cards company.. whereby they have this database and that they go to diff company to bargain n they'll share their databases.. or sth like tt.. I wasn't too sure but I din wanna look dumb.. den we talked about studying overseas, like aus, which might cost somewhat $70K not including pocket money and party money.. haha.. den he said sth like if he were to study in aussieland, he can save on the money of living in a dorm.. as half of his family stays there or so he says. Den dunno how, we talked about O'levels, n miracles which happened during the O'level time, I would say the hardwork instead.. then we talked about music.. did I tell u that he can sing? He wish tt the could play a keyboard, n I wish tt I could sing well.. so we were talking about singing den we talked about my piano.. then we were happily yakking away.. den a puff of smoke came.. it was a spoiler la!! Like a major spoiler!! He dun smoke n I dun like pple's smoke to come into my face.. so den he suggested to walk me home.. The walk home seems so fast.. gave each other a hug n left.. I feels sooooo good when u can actually seat down with a guy which u swoon over to have a talk about abit of everything.. connection?? Nah.. after the faren thing.. nth is connection.. for all u know, it's juz that u think tt there's a connection, n probably he's able to "connect" with all the girls out there.. besides that, all is good.. n I'll be meeting him lotsa times during my attachment days for lunch.. I hope..

"she is soo.... pretty, sweet, cute, nice.." this is wad i found when kaypo-ing in others friendster... is tt what guys nowadays are attracted to??? for all u know, this ger might be so dependent on others, have no thoughts of her own, have no thoughts for life (nim, i can hear u mumbling, but the fact is i really have more thouts than she does), no sense of direction or whatsoever.. what im trying to say here is not that she's blah blah blah or blah blah blah... what im trying to point out is, is this "she is soo.... pretty, sweet, cute, nice.." all guys see in a girl?? *roll eyes*.. what about independence?? which is really an important part in life.... chapter 1- independence like able to take care of urself, so ger do not haf to call guy in the middle of nite n say, "im having menses.. HOW???" ger oso do not have to call guy when he's in the middle of the meetin n say, "i dunno how to go to bla bla bla.. can u come n fetch me pls, even thou u r in the west n im in the east" n every other thing about independence... but when u come to think of it, it's the unindependence= dependence, tt guys like.. eg. "hun, can u come n fetch me.. i dunno how to go.. wad if i got lost??" the guy will be like, arrgh i all i can do is try to go down to fetch her if not she'll get lost, cry, pout, bla bla bla... den he'll juz go alll the way down to fetch her, n she'll think tt he's so sweet... aww... den kiss him, hug him, bla bla bla... den he'll think, hmmm... it's not a bad idea tt i came n pick her.. so den, she likes, n he likes, n happili ever after.. probably tt's y im not in a relationship.. cos i enjoy being independent... thou i rely on my girlies once in a while.. but i still prefer to go to a specific place on my own, figure out directions on my own.. bla bla..

chapter 2- thoughts... (the next time i blog)

Top Ten Signs You're Becoming a Teenager 10. Like is, like, the most commonly used word in your vocabulary. 9. "Metal Mouth" and "Tinsel Teeth" have replaced your real name. 8. You fight with your hair every morning . . . and you lose! 7. Your parents have never heard of your favorite rock group. 6. Even your zits have zits! 5. It's not safe to say the word "mall" around you. 4. Let's just say . . . sometimes you don't smell too good. 3. You've gone from "A". . . to "B" . . . to "C" . . . cup! 2. If you have to speak in front of your class, you care more about what you're wearing than what you're going to say. And finally, the number ONE sign you're becoming a teenager is... 1. If someone at your house is PMSing, it's not always your mom!

the tag on it... my Levi's 593

THE jeans!! my Levi's

muahahahahahaha bought my 1st pair of Levi's!!! n i think it's THE jeans!!! it's so A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!! juz cant wait to share with my frens, galfrens, girlies.... anyway.. in life, girlfriends/ girlies are juz so important.. they shop with u to get ur fav jeans, they will cheer u up when u're feeling blah!! and most importantly, u can share with them ur troubles, happiness n GOSSIPS!! hehehe.. so sandy, if there's anything, pls come n look for me.... i'll lend u my ear.. lets go on a girly day aft my papers!! love ya..

no meat day!! ya.. today is all fruits, fruits and fruits!!!! lunch time came.. but none of us are willing to go down to get lunch and my maid is on leave.. so we thout we could make something nice out of wad with have.. which was F.R.U.I.T.S! lunch was watermelon, guava, pear and apple.. so then it was napping n dinner came.. n similarly, no one wanna go get dinner, so we all had FRUITS again.. like how interesting man.. this time it was grapes, pear, strawberries, celery and bananas.... interesting fruity day.. so... conclusion: fruits are gd.. but having family members willing to get meals will be better....

hey hey hey it's time to blog again.. muahahahaha... feel so blah bah bleah baaa baaaaah studying.. plus i din study much too.. cos everytime i sit at my desk, i try to settle down n study.. n eventually, i cant focus!!!! like.. ARRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway... to pple studying, nim, char, kerrie and whoever tt's reading this n is mugging..... some wise words by char n it's been effective for me: study hard now and party twice as hard later!!! tt's why we shld study now!!! so we can party later!!! plus u can play GUILT-LESS-LY! so ENDURE, have DISCIPLINE and STRIVE on the last lap of this semester!!!!

BAH!!! i cant view my blog!!! wtf is happening!?!? arrrrgh

finally know my attachment working times...

monday to friday: 10am to 7 pm!!! (BAH!!! end so late!!!)
saturday: 10am to 2 pm!!!! (bleah!!! saturday still have to work!!!)

how interesting rite?? anyway it's nice cos it's juz a brigde away.. haha.. bah...
HAVE TO STUDY!!! let's go parteeee on 22nd Oct??? anyone wanna come??? let me know k... cant wait to have fun again............................ now, study!!

i can hardly believe this!!

last nite, my girlies were at Cheekys.. so me bring cooped at home really want to go.. since i missed the last week's action... n guess wad i did!!! guess.. GUESS com' on.. juz give a really wild guess, cos wad i did was W.I.L.D!!!

did u guess correctly?!?! ya man.. i sneaked out of my hse!! this is something which is really absurd!!! like totally man!!! i cant believed tt i've done it.. it's too true to be true!!! finally im living my life!! no more what ifs.. well i had some what ifs with me.. but my devil aka charlotte snapped the what ifs out of me... finally i have something to share with my children or grandchildren about!!

i mean.. i only live for once!! i should juz do what i wanna do man!! esp at this age.. if i do not do anything outrageous now, the chances will get slim!!! cos growing older and getting what i want, i do not have the chance of climbing through my grandma's window and unlock of gate so softly then unlock the lock so quietly! den change into my skirt in my balcony, locking the gate as soft as possible and bringing my heels with me till i reach the lift lobby.... it was really A.W.E.S.O.M.E. man!! like totally!!

the party last nite was OK la.. not like WHAO!! but not bad la.. the peak of the night was the part where i reached Cheekys after sneaking out of my hse... tt was like the peak la... everything was so exciting!! muahahahahahahaha!!!!! n i was able to sneak back in successfully too!!! hahaha...