Just Go Away


if my memory is not failing me, i had a "fuck-off" last july and a "pretend that i dont exist" this mar and a "Just go away" tonight.

wow. that says alot about me doesnt it? probably i shd just really stray away from people and be A.L.O.N.E.

and everytime i get that, it hurts like hell, with that pain where the tears fills right up to the brim of ur back throat and unable to pour it out, and cant get it back in.




really, if that makes you happy, i'll leave.