holidays!! no programs :(

finally the exams are over... holidays!! YAY!! no programs!! BOO!!!! anyway.. ya.. so the horrid period also known as the exams period is over.. the next thing to be worrying for- RESULTS!!! argh!!! so after my last paper today, my friends- Sera, Kerrie and Lionel- and i went to fish n co to give ourselves a TREAT!!! YUM YUM!! kerrie and i shared a Seafood Platter for 2... DAMN FULL CAN?!?! hahaha

so before we left for town, we were in sch..(duh?) so anyway.. lionel was toking to piggy.. so i popped over.. and the very automatic lionel moved away (thanx dude ;)) so anyway.. i was chatting with piggy and there was this kinda awkwardness.. not awkward la juz dunno wad to tok abt tt's all.. so he nudged me.. n i pushed him.. he was like" try pushing me agian.." so i was like push.. n i got shifted instead n he was rooted... so i pushed with all my might.. this time he shifted la.. hahaha how can he not shift?? i'm like strong as a bull can.. ahhaha so after all these pushing business, i left to look for kerrie and co.

so lionel came back and he was like:"huh?? so fast tok finish alrdy ar?? i thout i left so u can tok longer?? the awkwardness is there rite??" there was a reluctance to agree to his question, but i shan't go against my conscience.. there was abit of awkwardness.. not like it's totally not there and not like it'a OBVIOUSLY there.. but like i told lionel, you gain some and you lose some.. the awkwardness was due to some apr fool prank tt i played on him- i told him i had a crush on him and all.. den he said tt it's juz a small infatuation and it'll wear off.. and i said HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL.. cos i din wanna admit tt i was confessing.. so tt's all abt april's fool.. ya.. so i was saying tt i gained some and i lost some.. i gained knowing was he was thinking and how he thout about me.. but i lost the closeness between us..

oh well.. im glad things is this way now.. things dun always happens the way we wan them to.. n like wad char say.. life is abt appreciating.. good tt things are like that now.. anyhow.. not like i regretted playing the so-called prank on him... i've given my best shot n i've got no regrets- william... anyway.. i really need to get myself out of this pile of shitified-admiration shit!!! someone pls pull me up!!n i understand tt i shld be the one pulling myself up!!

lastly, if anyone has any programs or jobs during the hol, leave a tag!!! i NEED something to do in the hols!!